Monday, July 6, 2009

Life, death, after life and truth....

Sooner or later we all will experience a deep loss. I do not speak of loss of a deep love( relationship, marriage break up, long lost love break up, etc. ) though those losses hurt deeply also! I LESTER N THE COMMANDER! SPEAK OF THE DEATH OF A LOVED ONE!People say, WE CAN GET OVER THE DEATH OF A LOVED ONE. I feel this is in many ways not true. I FEEL THE ONLY LOSS WE CAN GET OVER IS ONE THAT DID AND DOES NOT EFFECT US.SOME ONE WELL WE DID NOT KNOW OR LIKE. I feel we WITH GODS HELP ( MENTIONING GOD , CHRIST, JESUS, THE HOLY SPIRIT WILL IN THE NEAR FUTURE WILL ANGER MORE PEOPLE THAN IT DOES NOW. THAT IS ANOTHER BLOG HOW EVER! )I feel we with god's help put the loss of that person in a special spiritual place.just as one puts an automobile in a garage.

I feel some day when we hopefully will be reunited with those we love , no matter who they are ( THIS IS ME. NOT BOZO, NOT WHO WHO BOING BOING! SO I MUST BE HONEST! I AS I FEEL THE WORD OF GOD SAYS EVERY ONE IS AND WILL NOT GO TO HEAVEN DUE TO THEIR HEART, SPIRITUAL AND MIND CHOICE TO NOT ACCEPT JESUS CHRIST AS THEIR LORD AND SAVIOR. HAD TO GET THAT IN. SORRY IF SOME NOW ARE FEELING CHEST PAINS IN THEIR LEGS DUE TO THAT STATEMENT. BUT HEY! THE TRUTH IS THE TRUTH I FEEL@!) WHEN WE REUNITE IN A BETTER HEAVEN AND THEN ANEW EARTH WHER WE WILL THOSE OF US THAT MAKE IT WILL REALLY LIVE AND THEIR WILL BE NO MORE LOSS, SADNESS, CRYING, NO PAIN, NO LIEING, NO NEGATIVITY!! TRUE LIFE AND LIVING! I want that in Gods way in Gods time. I sure the heck am not going to rush my self to death nor let any on else do so to me and mine! you feel me? I AM SURE YOU ALL DO.

Many well known people have died this past week or so. Even a dear fellow I have not seen but liked ,loved in Christ , deeply respected, if I had kids and a daughter I would want a man like him to, well you feel me! GOD SPEED MICHAEL ( MIKE0 M ! ) DEATH SEEMS TO HAVE BEEN IN THE AIR... EXCUSE ME I GOT A LITTLE MISTY HERE.. I WE all know people die every second! AT TIMES MORTALITY AND REALITY IS THRUST AT US! I ironically today had many errands today . HEY ALL DELICIOUS DAMNED GOOD LOOKING BACHELORS NON F S, STRAIGHT, WE DON;T PLAY BOY AROUND OK!? GOT ME? GOOD! I had a package one of my stops was to the local post office here. WELL they are finishing up on a MAJOR STREET CONSTRUCTION HERE ( HEY I DO NOT WANT TO BUT EVEN IF I WAS HURT BAD AND WANT TO SUE I REALLY CAN;T LOL I WOULD NOT ANY WAY ONE OF THOSE THINGS) WELL I A low vision man MISS SAW SOMETHING, MISS STEPPED, I HAD A 9 POUND PACKAGE , BOOM SHACK A LACK AH I FOUND MY SELF FALLING AND NOT FOR A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN! There was a funeral procession headed south on DES PLAINES AVENUE. 2 CARS KINDA HELD UP THE LINE AN OLDER LADY IN ONE CAR, A MAN IN ANOTHER, DID LOOK MAY WAY ASKED WAS I OK , AS I LOOKED UP FROM THE NEW BUT STILL TO BE FINISHED ASPHALT I WAVED OK I;M OK. I got up some blood dripping from both knees . a lady had a bandage clean x. I GOT FIRST AID FROM SUSAN A DOLL AN ANGEL ( MARRIED! 0 ANGEL AT a pharmacy I was headed to.I thought. one day we all will have a fall or set back called DEATH! WE WILL NOT BE ABLE TO BE PICKED UP AND DUSTED OFF, ETC. WHAT WE DO, HOW WE LIVE, ETC IS SO IMPORTANT! , LOL. IRONIC, THE TOP LAYER OF SKIN IS THIN. WE ALL LOOK BLOOD RED UNDER IT , NO MATTER IF WE ARE , BLACK, WHITE, MELLA TO, LATINA, LATINO, NATIVE, AMERICAN, ETC!I feel it is our culture,how we are raised, what we let into our spirit, etc that makes us who we are, not skin color, nor hair color, breast, loin size, etc. know what I mean?SO WHEN WE TEND TO GO TO FUNERALS, AND MANY JUDGE , SAY THINGS LIKE, OOOOO, DIDI SO AND SO FOOL AROUND, O, YOU KNOW SO AND SO AND THEM SAID SUCH AND SUCH ABOUT HER, OH URRAH I HEARD SHE , HE WAS THE 69 KING AND QUEEN!, SHE OR HE WAS ON DOPE!, ETC.. YOU HAVE SOME TRY EVEN TO FEEL UP THE CORPS IN THE COFFIN SINCE IN LIFE THEY COULD NOT! THE BASTARDS!! LET PEOPLE REMEMBER, WE WILL EXPERIENCE THAT DEEP LOSS IF NOT YET ALREADY! ONE DAY UN LESS WE ARE HERE for THE RAPTURE, WE OUR SHELL WILL BE IN A CASKET!( UNLESS WE I FEEL ARE HERE WHEN JESUS THEN WE MAY NOT HAVE TO TASTE DEATH, THAT IS ANOTHER BLOG THOUGH! ) What goes around comes around!so lets always show respect, THOSE OF US THAT WILL AND WANT TO, for those LIVING WITH US EVERY DAY! THOSE EXPERIENCING A LOSS, AND FOR THE DEAD! 9 I AM NOT SPEAKING OF THE LIVING(( BLOOD, BODILY FLUID FOOWING IN THEM ETC, BUT SPIRITUALLY, EMOTIONALLY, ETC, WALKING BUT JUST EXISTING DEAD! )

think it over. BE REAL ALL THE TIME. HAVE A GREAT DAY! OH REMEMBER TO IN YOUR WAY EVERY DAY AS FULLY AS YOU CAN! LIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



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