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My self I am a CHRONICALLY STRAIGHT MAN. I am straight, STRAIGHT foreword and straight up! I find in these times one for their own good and for the good of those we love and care about we have to be that way. I KNOW I HAVE TO AND CHOOSE TO BE AND DO SO.

Please understand me I WOULD NEVER , NEVER HAVE NOR NEVER WILL hurt ( OR WORSE) NOR ENCOURAGE ANY ONE ELSE to HURT, BULLY, HARASS, HA RANG, THREATEN, ETC SOME ONE THAT IS NOT STRAIGHT ( GAY OR LESBIAN, BI SEXUAL , ETC ) I do not like , I never tolerate any one pushing their beliefs or opinions on me or any one else. Just as I do not like straight ladies pushing them selves on me or others I care about. SAME FOR MEN that do this. Hey this blog is for and about ALL MEN AND WOMEN OK?, If you are alive you can and should be able to relate to this I feel.

It is sad to hear of people thinking about or in fact taking their lives. IT IS EVEN MORE SAD AND SHOCKING TO HEAR OF PEOPLE DRIVING OTHERS ( BY THREATS, HARASSING THEM, HA RANGING THEM, BULLYING THEM TILL THEY FEEL THEY CAN TAKE NO MORE AND KILL THEM SELVES! Too often we hear of this. MANY CHILDREN ARE PUSHED TO DO THIS SAD AND HORRIBLE THING( SUICIDE OR BULLYING HARASSING OTHERS)

I in the past have had Ladies I care about harassed , BY WOMEN THAT SECRETLY WANTED ME AND I SURE THE HELL DID NOT KNOW IT , NOR WOULD I HAVE WANTED THESE EVIL WOMEN! . they threatened a few ladies I loved or cared about, EVEN SOME CLOSE TO ME KIN FOLK did this dastardly evil thing! They harassed and ha ranged these women. However these women for many reasons chose to not reveal this to me or be strong AND STAND UP !
IF I MAY LET ME MENTIO SOME WELL NOT STRAIGHT WOMEN OR LADIES THAT GO BOTH WAYS TRYING TO HIT ON A WOMAN I CARED OR CARE ABOUT EVEN NOW!?THE OH GIRL ( GURL AS THEY SAY 0 YOU KNOW WE WOMEN KNOW HOW TO PLEASE EACH OTHER TYPES!

I forgave .I will not forget. I have learned from these experiences and so have friends and family that go through , went through the same. Un like many we did not run to a shot gun nor violently go off on people. some many would have!People too many LOVE TO BE BUSTERS THESE DAYS.

Many of these women allowed relatives to, CONVINCE THEM Due to my vision problem I would be a burden to them. Or well told them the OLD LIE,( WELL IF HIS EYES ARE BAD THE SEX ORGANS MAY BE TO OR HIS MIND WEEK, ETC! THEY AR OR I SHOULD SAY WERE AND ARE STILL IF THEY FELL THAT WAY A DEMNED LIE! MANY HAVE THESE PREJUDICES TOWARD PEOPLE WITH A DISABILITY, MEN, HECK WOMEN GET THIS CRAP TOO.) The prejudice , stereo typing fools. Or money issues , etc. I AM SAYING These people GOT IN MY AND THESE LADIES I knew and cared for OUR BUSINESS! IT HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH ANY OF THESE PEOPLE. Many of these people THE CONTROLLERS had NO RELATIONSHIP, OR WERE 5 TIMES DIVORCE RS, HATERS, HAD AND HAVE EMOTIONAL, SUBSTANCE, ALCOHOL, MENTAL ISSUES. WERE AND I HEAR SOME ARE STILL IN THE OCCULT! SADLY THESE WOMEN WERE NOT AND MAY SADLY NOT BE STRONG. I am probably better off not have gotten to deeply involved with them MANY ENDED UP MARRYING OR SHACKING UP WITH PHYSICAL, EMOTIONAL , AND SEXUAL ABUSERS. Men in the bottle or ON DOPE! MEN THAT WERE ON THE DOWN LOW( SECRETLY GAY A TERM I DISCOVERED MANY UNDER COVER GAY MEN USE. IT WAS ON A NEWS SEGMENT A FEW TIMES OK NO I SURE AS HECK AM NOT ON THE DOWN LOW OK!?)These women were in some way on a down low for they chose to let me discover all this OR LET CARING PEOPLE INFORM ME OF IT. I have known other men and women that have had similar experiences.

People will try to control our friend ships, Love relationships ( IN THEIR WARPED MIND AND SPIRIT DECIDE IF WE EVEN NEED RELATIONSHIPS THE PERVERTS AND SADISTIC BASTARDS, EXCUSE ME PLEASE.) Try to tell people( WHAT THE PERSON THEY LOVE OR BEFRIEND, WHAT THEIR HAIR SHOULD LOOK LIKE, HOW MUCH HAIR ON THEIR HEAD OR ELSE WHERE ON THEIR BODY THAT PERSON NEEDS OR NEEDS NOT, THEIR RACE, SKIN COLOR, HEIGHT , MEASUREMENTS,SEX ORGANS1 OH YES PEOPLE GET ALL IN SOME FOLK BUSINESS SOME NOT ME ARE STUPID ENOUGH TO LISTEN AND PUT UP WITH THIS NONSENSE! OF COURSE HOW MUCH MONEY THEY MAKE OR HAVE, HOPING THEY CAN GET THEIR SHARE, THEY TRY TO TELL MANY LIVE TOGETHER, JUST SHACK UP! OR KICK IT WITH THEIR BEST FRIENDS WIFE OR ( AND OR ! ) GIRL OR BOY FRIEND, HUSBAND , WIFE ON THE SIDE! The sick perverted minds and spirits in so many people today is so twisted, evil SICK!Many try to BREAK UP MARRIAGES AND ARE DOING SO EVERY SECOND!Many want others TO BE ALONE, LOVELESS LIKE THEM SELVES OR THESE PEOPLE WANT THESE MEN AND OR WOMEN FOR THEM SELVES. Often they HAVE THEIR CHOICE OF FRIEND OR MATE FOR OTHERS, WEAK, OR FOOLISH ENOUGH TO BE CONTROL ED OR BE THEIR SLAVE.

Often many sick twisted EVIL! spirited people TRY TO CAUSE OTHERS TO TAKE THEIR OWN LIFE! THEY MAY KNOW SOME ONE OR PEOPLE ARE ABOUT TO DO SAME AND SAY NOTHING, BUT CRY CROCODILE TEARS WHILE IN SECRET LAUGH THEM SELVES INTO A FRENZY SAYING HHAHAHA, LOL HEE HEE HEE HEE GOT EM!
Do not fool your selves in thinking OH MY people would not do such a thing , OH YES THEY CAM HAVE, DO AND WILL CONTINUE TO DO SO! I feel such people, attitudes HATRED! PURE UNADULTERATED SATANIC EVIL AND PEOPLE THAT DO , CONDONE, ALLOW, OR ENABLE THIS MUST BE EXPOSED AND DEALT WITH. Get and keep such people out of our lives and of those we love and care about and for.

I want to live as long as I can and die when I can not help it. AS MY LATE GREAT DAD USED TO SAY. I want to see others do the same. EVEN PEOPLE I DISAGREE WITH, THAT MAY HAVE DIFFERENT LIFE STYLES FROM ME ETC! I can and do only run CONTROL MY OWN LIFE I NEVER TRY TO MANIPULATE, RUIN, NOR DESTROY OTHERS OR THEIR LIVES. I have had this done to me in the past and to those I know, LOVE, like, care for , etc! NEVER AGAIN I SAY!
Controls belong on a car's dash board, parents must have reasonable control over their children, HOWEVER A MAN OR WOMAN CONTROLLING ANOTHER ADULT IS WRONG, PERVERTED, EVIL, TWISTED, AND SICK , FROM THE PIT OF HELL I FELL AND I WILL NEVER TOLERATE NOR CONDONE, NOR ENABLE SUCH SLAVERY.

I STRONGLY BELIEVE THIS IS PART OF THIS NEW WORLD ORDER. IF PEOPLE CAN CONTROL OUR SOCIAL , HOME AND PERSONAL LIVES, WELL OTHER HIGHER UPS CAN AND WILL CONTROL THE REST! NO WAY I SAY! NOT MY LIFE!



LETS LIVE OUR OWN LIVES! Have a great day.

LESTER NIXON. THE COMMANDER!



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