Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Some honest deep feelings of mine.

I am not a selfish person in an age of selfishness, excuses, enabling, coping out, blame gaming, screwing around, lies, two facedness and falsely trashing people.

I AM NOT NOR DO I CLAIM TO BE PERFET OR KNOW EVERY THING1 I KNOW TOO MANY EXPOSED NOW ONES LIKE THAR! I DO NOT BOTHER ANY ONE! NOR DO MY PEOPLE.,ssaociates, friends, etc!. yes i feel like knocking to s--t or hell out of many often. seldom have i, til lately.. lol.........I am not an attention seeker no matter wh T A KIN AND ANOTHER SAID. I TRY TO HELP PEOPLE WHEN THEY WANT BUT STAY AWAY WHEN I FEEL UN NEEDED, UN WANTED, OR NEGATIVUTY TOWARD ME I FEEL I HAVE NO NOT , NOT NOTTTTTT. DONE ANY THING TO DESERVE! DO YOU ALL MY FRIENDS, ASSOCIATES, KIN AND READERS FEEL WHERE I AM COMING FROM? I BET AND AM SURE YOU DO!


I mind my own business, keep it all real all the time. MANY DO NOT LIKE IT. TOO D BLACK AND BAD! Yes a hug kiss ( from a nice lady i am a man ok ? lol ) confort etc is what people need, then an emotional, spiritual spanking may at times be needed. there is a season and time for every thing i feel....

Be it in ones church, CITY OR VILLAGE,home CONDO BUILDING, ETC, WHEREVER. talked about, trashed by punk ass people that do not know a flipping bloody thing about you! they see a person and thought they know what is going on in your life and or home, when frankly it was nor is no ones business. it is a sign they have no life and maybe they have a social or mental issue ( s ) going on in their lives. I have I feel a full life I AM A MAN NOT A STEER OR A -----.ALSO BECAUSE ONE IS A BACHELOR NEVER MEANS ONE HAS NO LIFE OR IS A PLAY BOY OR ---- UP.

IT also means one has NO OR LITTLE AGGRAVATION NOR ALAMO NY PAYMENTS , NOR CHILD SUPPORT, LOL OK? YOU FEEL ME? it also means peace of mind and peace and quiet, hopefully................




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OH I am NOT mad , ESP NOT AT THOSE I SEND THIS TO. IT IS FOR YOUR EDIFICATION, AMUSEMENT, AND TO PASS ON. THIS HAS ALSO HELPED MY ANGER AND HURT, DISAPPOINTMENT, I DEEPLY FELT..

As I have stated before many ( NOT EVERY ONE THOUGH OF COURSE ) FEEL many are just fools, porch monkies , - -holes to be PUSHED AND JACKED AROUND LIKE A SAD CLOWN. I BELIEVE IN SHOWING AND TELLING PEOPLE I WILL TAKE NO BUNK. LOL YEAH LIKE IN KINDERGARTEN I STILL LIKE SHOW AND TELL, DON;T JUST TELL ME ANY THING, SHOW ME! TELL ME! PROVE IT TO ME ALWAYS!

I HAVE HAD MANY AND MUCH EXPOSED TO ME. LONG TIME, LING TONGUE LIARS, BITCHERS, BITCHES ( BOTH SEXES ) CLOSE TO ME. GOT OR ARE GETTING THEM OUT OF MY LIFE LIKE BM FROM MY BODY FLUSHED DOWN THE TOILET!

A councilor ( THAT SHARES THE SAME SPIRITUAL BELIEFS I HAVE. I FEEL IT IS IMPORTANT TO BE COUNSELED BY SOME ONE QUALIFIED, LIKE MINDED) That it is under stand able I had , and still do some anger and rage. THIS BLOG IS ANOTHER WAY OF EXPRESSING MY SELF AND LIKE A FORM OF THERAPY. REAL FRIENDS AN REAL FAMILY HELP ME. SHE SUGGESTED MANY THAT SAY UNKIND OR SAID I TOLD THEM TO K WELL LOL.. THEY MAY NEED COUNSELING AND EVEN MORE! POSSIBLY FOR YEARS! I HAVE PERSONALLY SEEN HOW UN DEALT WITH ISSUES CAN AND DO DESTROY PEOPLES MIND AND SPIRIT! sadly many feel dope, booze, being raw and deeply sexual and loose is the answer. Time and what we and the old timers that many did not listen to have long disproved this big lie!


TOO MANY ARE LOOKING FOR SOME ONE TO RUN A GAME ON, MR OR MS, MS, GOOD BAR, BIG TITTS, SUGAR TITT, BREAST TO LAY ON OR SOME ONE TO USE AND DESTROY, ETC1 HOW WRONG! WHAT GOES AROUND COMES ARUND! MANY LEARN THAT THE HARD WAY! I SEE IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN!


Lets be real and true I respectfully urge. Lets daily check and examine our selves and lives. Eliminate any negative ones, negativity, bunk and stinking thinking!
STINKING THINKING, BS BUNK FILLED LIVES WATCH THE LIFE AND RELATION SHIP RUNNERS, RUINERS , AND CONTROLLERS! IT IS GOOD TO DO UNTO OTHERS AS WE WANT DONE UNTO US. NOT DO UNTO PEOPLE AND THEN RUN AND HIDE BEHIND A PIN STRIPED SUITED, OR LOVELY DRESSED LAWYER SO OTHERS CAN NOT DO IT BACK TO US OR GET JUSTICE DONE. SOME WOULD READ THIS, GET MAD AND HAVE BREAST, OR CHEST PAINS IN THEIR LEGS. UH UH UH, WHAT A SHAME! TOO BLACK AND BAD!

LOL. MY MY, GOD BLESS HAVE A GREAT DAY! THE COMMANDER!

SOME PEOPLE IF THEY WOULD HAVE DEALT OR HAD TO WITH THE OPEN, UNDER COVER ALSO CRAP, MY POP AND I ( THEN LATER JUST ME.) THEY WOULD HAVE LOST IT, HAD A BREAK DOWN, POPPED SOME ONE OFF, GONE ALL THE WAY OFF SNAPPED ON MANY! I AM GLAD I HAVE GOD IN MY LIFE SINCE I DO HAVE A LITTLE BIT OF A FUSE WHEN PEOPLE MESS WITH ME AND OR MINE. GET IN MY BUSINESS OR RELATIONSHIPS, TRY TO DESTROY ME AND OR MINE. I AM A CHILD OF GOD AND A HUMAN BEING NOT A 8FT 190 SET OF BAD EYES, ETC.. YOU UNDER STAND ME? I AM SURE YOU DO..




LIFE IS TOO SHORT FOR BS, GAMES SILLINESS, KNOW WHAT I MEAN? I AM SURE YOU ALL DO. PASS THIS ON.