EXPRESSING MY SELF...

A Lady I spoke with yesterday mentioned how many people did not come to boar meetings.

I think back to when I went to some board meetings when I had time ( WAS NOT GETTING PHYSICAL THERAPY ANGER COUNSELING, TAKING CARE OF BUSINESS) I remember one meeting WHERE A LONG TIME RESIDENT, ( Lets call him COLL MAN ) asked A VERY GOOD QUESTION OR TWO, he asked was quality Exterior paint going to be use on OUR BALCONY REPAIR JOB. A SENIOR LADY NO NAMES OK? LO LOL LOL. SHE JUMPS UP AND SAID, SHE WAS NOT A BOARD MEMBER SHE SAID OF COURSE, WHAT A STUPID QUESTION. I WAS SO PISSED BUT KEPT QUIET I FELT MY BLOOD PRESSURE INNER RAGE RISING! HE MENTIONED ABOUT LIGHTS BEING OUT ALL OVER THE BUILDING DOORS NOT BEING SECURED, BUT WAS REBUKE LIKE A CHILD1 I know and felt this is wrong. LIKE A SPIRITUAL CASTRATION, TREATING HIM AS A CHILD NOT A MAN1
PEOPLE WANTING TO HEAR WHAT PLEASES THEM AND NOT THE TRUTH. KEEPING STRIFE, NO COMMUNICATION OR BREAK DOWN OF SAME.

Then there were the near and ONE ACTUAL FIGHT I SAW AT A BOARD MEETING ( AND OTHER MEETING S I HAVE ATTENDED. people looking at others, SNEERING, PICKING AT ONE ANOTHER, GIGGLING, ACTING Silly CHILDISH CHILD LIKE! THEN PEOPLE WONDER WHY PEOPLE STOPPED ATTENDING THESE MEETINGS..
Then there were the people falling asleep. looking bored! mad etc. cursing under their breath. my my..

Then there is THIS PLACE I AM FRIENDLY WITH, I do what I can there. I appreciate them... I WAS TOLD ONCE WHEN I HAD A SEVERE BACK ISSUE. WELL WE NEED PEOPLE WITH STRONG BACKS TO HELP AT THE ( WELL EVENT THEY HAVE0 I was enraged and the FEMALE YOU ALL THOUGHT I WOULD SAY BITCH RIGHT? LOL insulted and made me so ANGRY. I HAD HAVE BEEN WITH AND DONE MY BEST WITH THIS ORGANIZATION. THAT IS WHY I AM AT LARGE WITH MANY GROUPS. I have even seen BOARD MEMBER IN THE PAST WHERE I LIVED DUMPED ON AND OVER LOADED, UN APPRECIATED. I from WOMEN DOLLS LOL, PEOPLE AND SOME KIN KNOW I AT TIMES HAVE FELT UN APPRECIATED, DISRESPECTED. EVEN WHERE I LIVE! WHAT PEOPLE SAY DO TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK HURT! SOME PEOPLE THIS SORT OF STUFF CAN CAUSE BLOOD SHED OR THE ULTIMATE! LIED ON LIED ABOUT, LIED TO, USED, KEPT IN THE DARK FOR YEARS WITH ONES LIFE HOME ETC ON THE LINE.I KNOW THE FEELING WELL HEE HEE LOL. OH YEAH.


Then there can be those talking about us and or others, WE DO NOT EVEN KNOW OR THAT KNOW NOTHING ABOUT US.treating me or mine lik N WORD! , LIKE I OR WE ARE MENTALLY ILL, CHILDREN , AS IF I HAVE A PENIS FOR A BRAIN. BEING LIED O OR TO. GOING BEHIND MY OR OUR BACKS. SNEAKY WEAKY1 I do not like that! WHO IN THEIR RIGHT SPIRIT OR MIND WOULD. MY LORD!WELL WHAT GOES AROUND DOES ALWAYS COME AROUND. AS I told some one once, I GOT TWO WORDS FOR THEM , COURT, LAW SMALL CLAIMS COURT, OH THAT IS 3 WORDS LOL. I SAID I AM NOT AND HAVE NO REASON TO FEAT THE LAW, POLICE, LAWYERS DO YOU? THEY got out of my face shut up THEIR LIEING TONGUE. I have heard nothing from them. I can and always back up what I SAY AND DO! PEOPLE CAN TREAT THEM SELVES AND OTHERS RIGHT ONLY IF THEY WANT TO AND DO IT! IT IS A CHOICE. TO LIVE IS A CHOICE. HONESTY IS A CHOICE. I could tell you my readers a lot more. I WILL NOT I WILL JUST SAY THIS IS YOUR FRIENDLY NEIGHBORHOOD COMMANDER!


SOME FINAL THOUGHT. I GO ONLY WHERE I AM TREATED RIGHT. WHERE I AM WITH FRIENDS DECENT PEOPLE NOT JEALOUS, EVIL, SATANIC, BACK BITING, BITCHING, SADISTIC PEOPLE.I TREAT PEOPLE RIGHT. I ALWAYS TRY TO I JUST DEMAND THE SAME. I GET SO TIRED OF PEOPLE TRYING TO ABUSE, UCK WITH, DISRESPECT ME , MINE THOSE I CARE FOR THOUGH I HAVE DONE NOTHING TO THEM! I FEEL LIKE SNAPPING ALL THE WAY OFF! THEN FOLK ASK OH WHY ARE YOU ANGRY!? HECK!!!! THEY KNOW WHY!! THEN GET ALL QUIET FOR THEY KNOW THEY ARE EXPOSED!!