Change for the better or worse can happen suddenly.

I at times think over my life. Those people, places and things that were THERE( HERE FOR MY LIFE TIME) or just for a reason, a season.Sadly some times for using or trying to use me and or my friends, associates and family. THE FAKE PEOPLE of course have been there.With experience there have been less of them over time.

I think of the very Wonderful people I have met really nice, caring real people.The nice , decent,( ESP LADIES REAL!! ) NOT PERFECT ANGELS WHO IS we are all Sinners, some saved by Gods grace that have accepted Jesus Christ that is I feel and KNOW! Well many have left since I mentioned GOD AND JESUS.Good. too bad .oh well their choice.

I think of some old neighborhoods My family and I lived in On Chicago's west side.People often ask Hey Les1 ( I SAY HEY I HAVE NOT AND DO NOT LIKE THAT LESS MESS. I AM MORE!! ) I am MAN AND NOT BECAUSE OF MY LOIN. Too many DUDES NOT MEN SO CALLED THINK CAUSE THEY HAVE A LOIN AND CAN SQUIRT SPREAD THEIR SEED ALL OVER THEY ARE MEN. Too many Confused ladies fall for that.

I am often asked COMMANDER! Lester why are you excited but watchful about your building and community you have lived in (FOREST PARK ILLINOIS UNITED STATES OF AMERICA!!!!!)I tell THEM, I NEVER EVER WANT TO SEE ONE OUNCE OF THE spiritual, emotional and physical manifested negativism come into my town or the building I live in! To many From our great LEADER, to john and Suzie q citizen have worked hard to make and keep this a nice decent, growing, improving vital place to live. Some I feel in my building have also.

I am not a LORD HAVE MERCY PERSON that after mess goes down, destruction will cry and say. OH LORD HOW OR WHY DID THIS HAPPEN, WHEN EVERY ONE WITH EYES, LOW VISION OR NOT, A BRAIN, A SPIRIT KNOWS WHAT MAKES AN AREA, PLACE, DWELLING, BUSINESS EVEN A RELATION SHIP DETERIORATE!Then have to run else where.

I feel we all should do this.Positive change is coming, ready or not. NEGATIVE IS TOO FOR THOSE INTO IT. ready? hm/ ready BUNKEE OR BUNKEEE ETTES? EXCUSE ME LADIES MAY I CALL YOU BABY GIRL OR BABY DOLL RESPECTFULLY? OK . THANKS!!. WELL I LESTER E NIXON THE COMMANDER !! AM READY , WILLING AND ABLE FOR MORE POSITIVE CHANGE!I AM NEAR 50 THIS YEAR! I FEEL BLESSED, ENERGIZED! EXCITED, LIKE A YOUNG STUD OR STALLION, LIKE A TWENTY YEAR OLD! STILL RIPE! MY GOD!! WOOOOOO! HO! MEOW AND BARK! COME ON NOW!! HAHAHAH. THANK GOD! MY GOD! I do not and am not THINKING STUPID A-- THOUGHTS NOR LIVING LIKE MANY NOT ALL BUT MANY YOUNG FAWNS AND BUCKS DO THESE DAYS! So come along or get out of my way! I STILL BELIEVE IN LOVE, ( NOT LUST, NOT DEATH, NOT KILLING OR BEING KILLED, NOT HAVING MY DREAMS, HOPES, ETC KILLED EITHER! UNDERSTAND ME?no more rumors, lies or private open life control attempts on me or mine by any!! SO STEP ASIDE AND MOVE OUT OF ME AND MY WAY IF THIS DOES NOT DESCRIBE YOU! 10 04? DIG IT? UNDERSTAND ME? GOOD. have a lovely day. GOD BLESS YOU. Peace in your life, TO NON HE-- RAISERS.

Lester Nixon. YOURS TRULY. THE COMMANDER!!!

PS.AS SOME ONE ASKED ME RECENTLY, HOW ARE YOU REALLY? I AM FINE REALLY!! HOW ABOUT ALL OF YOU? REALLY? LOL

Just had a BLOG COMING ON so I expressed my self HONESTLY AND DEEPLY AS I ALWAYS DO. AS MY DAD AND MOM RAISED US ALL TO DO. FASTEN YOUR SEAT BELTS, LEARN, LAUGH EVEN ENJOY AND PASS IT ON EVEN IF SOME GET chest pains in their rear ends!