I never assume. To assume MAKES AN ASS OUT OF U BEFORE IT WIL ME I SAY. However you would expect certain just common sense spiritual, life rights. One can AFTER EARNING IT FOR DECADES GET THE PROPER RESPECT!
WHEN OTHERS NOT IN YOUR LIFE OR HOME, GET SO CONCERNED ABOUT DIFFERENT ASPECTS OF IT, OUR LIEFS, LOVES, BILLS, ETC, WELL I HAVE GOT TO THIS POINT, I WILL TAKE CASH CHECKS, GOLD, NO CREDIT CARDS, NO BS, NOR LIFE CONTROL! I WILL TAKE GIFTS, AND GREAT ADVICE ALSO.A RELATIVE( I GUESS HE IS LIVING IN CONTROL) ASKED ME AFTER A FUNERAL WHO IS PAYING MY ELECTRIC AND OTHER BILLS( HE IS NOT HIS) HE DID NOT ASK ME ANY MORE STUPID ASS INSULTING STUFF LIKE THAT . IF I WOULD HAVE EVER ASKED MY KIN AS A YOUTH SOME CRAP LIKE THAT I WOULD HAVE BEEN SHOT!! I FELT LIKE WHEN HE ASKED ME THAT.. WELL ENOUGH SAID.I JUST GET SO G TIRED OF PEOPLE BUCKING WITH ME AND WASTING MY TIME.DISRESPECTING ME.I AM A MAN NOT SOME PUNK OR------ LIKE MANY ARE TODAY...CAN ANY OF YOU RELATE?
I HAVE BEEN IN THIS LIFE AND WORLD 53 YEARS. I DO NOT HAVE TO BROWN NOSE ANY ONE NOR BE BROWN( NOR MUCUSED NOSED ) NEITHER DO ANY OF YOU.....DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME? OFTEN WE HAVE TO STAND UP FOR WHAT WE BELIEVE IN, HAVE, AND WHO WE ARE OR WE WILL LOOSE EVERY THING!!
WILL NOT MENTION PEOPLE. ALL NAMES ARE CHANGED IN THIS BLOG BY ME FOR LEGAL REASONS.IF THIS MAKES YOU THINK OF CERTAIN PLACES AND PEOPLE, THINGS FINE WITH ME! YOU MAY BE RIGHT. IF I SEEM A LITTLE ANGRY AND DISGUSTED, GOOD I AM . SOME WOULD BE POSTAL!!! I CAN UNDERSTAND HOW AND WHY. PEOPLE GET TIRED OF BEING ----ED WITH AS MRS PENNY LANE a nice senior doll ( THE LATE GREAT) used to say. I FULLY AGREE.
When one pays their taxes, property taxes, etc ASSESSMENTS, SPECIAL ASSESSMENTS, ( SOME TIMES TO THE POINT OF FEELING LIKE AN ASS OR BEING MADE AN ASS OF OR BEING GANGSTER ED, HARASSED, ETC) You would think AT LEAST A PERSON NOT A DAMNED FOOL AND WITH COMMON SENSE when AN OWNER AND PERSON THAT LIVES IN A PLACE , NOT AN ABSENTEE LANDLORD( IN ANOTHER STATE, COUNTRY, PLANET, A LITTLE HUMOR THERE LOL!) YOU WOULD GET RESPECT AND GET QUESTIONS ANSWERED. YOU WOULD THINK YOU WOULD NOT HAVE TO DEAL WITH , MEN, WOMEN, HATERS, SUBTLE, OPEN RACISTS, AMERICAN HATERS, PEOPLE THAT ACT LIKE THUGS MAKING ONE PAY PROTECTION MONEY ETC ALL WHILE HAVING A FAKE ASS SMILE ON THEIR SATANIC FACES!!
One would think people could and would act like neighbors and professionals( NOT LIKE PROFESSIONAL, THUGS, PROSTITUTES, ETC! )NOR LIKE MODERN DAY LIVING GHOULS, WITCHES, WARLOCKS, B CHES, ETC. You would think people would NOT BLAME OTHERS, MEN, WOMEN, ETC ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY SCREW UP, KNOW IT, THEN COVER IT UP!!CAMERAS THAT ( SO CALLED CAMERAS) THAT MANY CLAIM DO NOT WORK, EVEN THOUGH THE PARTS OF THE LENSE CAN BE SEEN TO MOVE. WHEN FIRE, POLICE, ETC( CAPTAIN KIRK , MR SPOCK, THE ROBINSON FAMILY AND THE ROBOT, ETC) can come on a block and or in a building, HOWEVER EVERY ONE ACTS LIKE STEVIE WONDER BLIND! LIKE COLONEL CLINK on Hogan's Hero's used to say ( I SEE NOTHING!! I KNOW NOTHING!!! ) yeah right! HELL NO!!
WHEN YOU DO NOT MESS WITH, BOTHER NOR WITH ANY ONE , PAY YOUR BILLS, LIVE YOUR LIFE IN A COMMUNITY YOU IN THIS CURRENT WORLD CAN EXPECT BS, HARASSMENT, -- WITH YOU AND ME...IT IS A SIGN OF THE TIMES...A CIRCUMCISION OF OUR LIVES IN MANY WAYS BY MANY PEOPLE.JUDGING AND CONDEMNING US WITH NO CAUSE, NO ORDER, NO RESPECT.People coming into our home to do a job but trying to get in our business, get out of pocket with us..To castrate our joy and purpose! To mute our abilities, IN THEIR DEFORMED, PERVERTED WAY TO TRY AND ORGANIZE US TO THEIR NONSENSE , BS, AND PERVERTED, DELUDED MISDIRECTIONS!!
HELL NO I SAY!! NEVER!
DOCUMENTS, RECEIPTS, PHOTOS, VIDEOS, ETC ALL SEEM TO GET LOST. Some claim they never existed. I FEEL I have experienced this ALL TOO often IN MANY CONDOMINIUM DEVELOPMENTS! THE ONE I LIVED AT FOR DECADES, AND THOSE OF FRIENDS, ASSOCIATES I VISITED. DIRTY TRICKS, COVER UPS, WATER GATING, PEOPLE TRYING TO GET INTO OTHERS BUSINESS AND PERSONAL BUSINESS, ETC.IT IS WRONG AND A DAMNED SHAME I FEEL!I feel too much is kept IN SECRET , IN FAMILIES, IN BUSINESS, IN CITIES, TOWNS, CHURCHES, BOARD ROOMS, BED ROOMS , THAT SHOULD NOT BE, UNTIL THE HITS THE FAN!! PEOPLE GET ANGRY CALL LAWYERS, POLICE, THEIR FAMILY, CREWS, ETC, SNAP ALL THE WAY OFF!!MANY SAY, OH MY GOD WHY?? THEY KNOW WHY!! THEN MANY TRY TO TREAT ONE LIKE ( FRIENDS AND KIN THAT HAVE CONFIDED IN ME OF SEXUAL ASSAULTS, RAPES COMMIT ED AGAINST THEM! THE PERPETRATOR SAYS TO THEM YOU BETTER NOT TELL ANY ONE!!IN BUSINESS, CHURCHES, HOMES, CONDOS, ETC I FEEL THIS THREAT, INTIMIDATION, MENTAL, SPIRITUAL TOOL IS USED ON TOO MANY PEOPLE..
ON A VERY PERSONAL NOTE OR TWO.
I have had many people in the past( TRY TO TREAT ME OR THOSE I CARE ABOUT as if they seem to think we I are brainless, mentally disturbed, have some sort of mind disorder , or are like a child in our minds . when in factt that describes them to a t!!)Try to tell me about my vision or other health issues, when they are obviously on something !Many ( more than you realize that would shock you) WENT BEHIND MY BACK to SINGLE LADIES I met I cared about and discouraged them or threatened them to stop dealing with me! some in my town . Some in my building , on my block that do not really even know me!Many of the Ladies came to me. Many did not. MANY F THESE PEOPLE HAVE AND OR DO NOT WANT A RELATIONSHIP, ARE ON KINKY, ETC SIDES OF LIFE! THEY FEEL THEY SEE ME AND OTHER IN SUCH A POSITION AND WITH OR NOT WITH SOME PERSON SO THEY GET BEHIND YOUR BACK AND DO THEIR DIRT! WHAT GOES AROUND DOES COME AROUND! I HAVE SEEN THIS FOR A FACT! How ironic and sad, THE THINGS THEY COULD AND SHOULD BE CONCERNED ABOUT AND TAKING POSITIVE ACTION TO CHANGE THEY DO NOT! MANY AR CONCERNED OF WHO I OR OTHERS VOTE FOR , BUT THEY CHOOSE NOT TO VOTE AT ALL( HEY BEEN A NON VOTER IN MY PAST , OK?)BREAK INS, NEIGHBORHOOD ISSUES, BUILDING, BLOCK ISSUES TAKE A BACK SEAT TO THEIR MEDDLING!! PLAYING AN EVIL PARENT( I HAD TE BEST PARENTS NOT EVIL CONTROLLING ONES!)THEY PLAY GOD I FEEL..They come to meetings looking like they are on their honey moon, about to kick it or have sex( half exposed in many ways!, etc) TALK TO ONE THE WRONG WAY, CONDUCT THEM SELVES THE WRONG WAY. THINK THE WRONG WAY!
AS I HEARD A BROTHER QUOTE ON HIS VIDEO TODAY, THEY WANT CAVIAR WITH CHAINS!( TO HAVE WHAT THEY WANT WHY THEY WANT FOR WHO EVER THEY WANT EVEN IF IT HURTS OTHERS OR IS SINFUL, ILLEGAL, NEGATIVE! HOW WRONG I SAY..
MANY PEOPLE HAVE ORGASMIC , EARS, EYES, NOSTRILS, ETC. THEY SEE HEAR , FEEL
( WITH THEIR HANDS AND HEARTS) , ETC WHAT BRINGS THEM GREAT PLEASURE,
FAME, MONEY , ETC, AT THE EXPENSE AND HURT OF OTHERS.THEY WILL BRING IN A FRIENDS , ASSOCIATE, SOME ONE THEY HAVE AN( APPROPRIATE AND OR INAPPROPRIATE) RELATIONSHIP WITH OVER A CARING QUALIFIED PERSON. I AM TALKING ABOUT PEOPLE , NOT POLITICIANS HERE.
MANY RECRUITING PEOPLES, GUY , DOLL FRIENDS, KIN, BUSINESS ASSOCIATES, ETC, TO AGAINST THEM ( OR TRYING TO) PLOTTING SCHEMING, LIARS!I FEEL EVEN DROPPING SEDUCTION, MONEY , ETC TO DO ALL THE PRECEDING. IT IS WRONG AND A DAMNED SHAME> SOME OF US WE AND OURS ARE NOT DOWN WITH THAT!! TOO MANY ARE!!FROM DEVELOPERS ,TO PEOPLE LIVING IN THESE PLACES, TOO MANY I FEEL SECRET SOCIETIES, UNDER COVER, UNDER THE SHIRT, SKIRT, STUFF GOING ON, TOLERATED, ENCOURAGED AND CULTIVATED..TOO MANY LOCKED DOORS, LOCKED SECRETS PEOPLE WE I FEEL HAVE A LEGAL AND MORAL RIGHT TO KNOW IN MANY ASPECTS OF OUR LIVES!!!!!!!!!
LOOK AND REALLY SEE IN MANY WAYS!! NOT JUST WHAT SOME ONE TELLS US AND OR WANTS US TO SEE.THIS IS NOT JUST VENTING OR MY WAY OF STICKING IT TO THE MAN( OFTEN DA MAN IS A LADY PEOPLE, PERSONS, CLIQUES, SITUATIONS, COVENS ETC , ETC!!! YOU ALL GET ME AND MY MEANING!!!) LOOK UP AND DOWN AND ALL AROUND. LETS USE ALL OUR BRAIN AND OBSERVATION ABILITY OR WE WILL LOOSE IT!(9(USE IT OR LOOSE IT!)
GOD BLESS.
LESTER NIXON.
