Some shout outs. Brother Diab From the convenience Store on Desplaines, TOM FROM THE MEDICINE STOP!Dear Vanessa Happy CLERKS MONTH!!OOO;s respectful!KURT JR! GREAT CONCERT NEPHEW! KRISTOPHER!! GREAT YOUNG MAN KEEP ON KEEPING ON!!Kim One of many nieces GO!! THANKS! KEEP MOVING FORWARD, HEAL!TO THE MANY PEOPLE THAT ENCOURAGE ME AND ARE NOT NEGATIVE BUT CARING! THANKS SO MUCH! SALLY oooo;s TO THE RARE NON MAN HATERS OUT HERE , MUCH LOVE LADIES, XXXXXXX;S OOOOOOOO;S GOD BLESS YOU , THANK YOU, WORK ON YOUR FELLOW FEMALES THAT HAVE BEEN HURT, ETC, IF THEY WANT AND LET YOU..YOU MADE MY DAY! SUZIE!!TALENTED CAPABLE, CARING LADY LOTUS, ETC ETC!! LETS GO! FASTEN YOUR SEAT BELT, GO PASS THIS BLOG ON IF YOU WANT TO, CHECK OUT MY SITE, IT WILL NOT BITE!No sugar coated LOY POP on here OK, no SUGAR TITT, ETC!
I WONDER.....
BY LESTER NIXON.
I was at my nephews choir spring concert a few days ago. One of the songs they sang was titled ( I WONDER. BY JOHN RIGGIO AND TERESA JENNINGS.) A WELL PERFORMED ( THE ENTIRE CONCERT WAS .) song .About a young person looking toward the future Their future with WONDER!
I look at the hope, the dreams, the love( THEIR IS STILL LOVE OUT HERE BELIEVE IT OR NOT.) ALL the opportunity in our world( Also in our personal worlds and lives) Even in these times of world economic troubles. Attempted control over many of our lives by THE CONTROLLERS BIG AND SMALL.Yeah we see the danger, the hate, anger, negativity and down right hellish SATANIC attitudes and spirits, lifestyles all around us. We that are real and positive stay and encourage others like minded( NOT STUBBORN as bulls0 to do the same.We hope pray and strive for the high calling through CHRIST JESUS in all our lives!Our abilities and talents THAT ARE GOD GIVEN I KNOW.
I often at the end of the day sit silently or lie in bed before I fall asleep AND I WONDER....
Sad we have many that wonder after negative things. They wonder how they can AS ONE OF MY LATE GREAT UNCLES ( MAN GREEN USED TO SAY) HOW THEY CAN DO DEVILMENT. Many wonder about others wives, husbands, business,etc.Many may say now ( OOO, LOL UH, HUH DO YOU LIE IN BED NAKED COMMANDER! AND WONDER.
More often than I like when I AM OUT AND ABOUT I smell cigarettes, cigars, etc EVEN IN AREAS OF NON SMOKING ( EVEN WELL IN MY BUILDING! I smell WEIRD SMELLS, PROBABLY ARE DOPE ( OH SORRY POLITICALLY CORRECT ONES DRUGS! Illegal drugs I CALL DOPE LIKE THEY USED TO SAY IN THE SIXTIES! ( NINETEEN NOT EIGHTEEN SIXTIES, OK? )You smell( HEY I KNOW YOU ALL SMELL THESE THINGS TOO, COME ON NOW DO NOT FRONT AND PRETEND!) You smell the scent of a woman in many places,( Oh like what commander! I MEAN OK YOU HAD TO MAKE ME WRITE IT -USSY AS THEY SAY!! SCENTS OF SEX ESPECIALLY FEMALE NATURAL PERFUME JUICE -USSYYYYYYYYYYY -P-SSYYYY!!-UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!! ALL THE ABOVE MENTIONED SMELLS and more all over these days like some sort of spell or spiritual indoctrination.Penetrating your skin, hair follicles,your ears, eyes, nostrils, in your mouth and down your throat, on your skin, , MY GOD AS IF THE ABOVE MENTIONED THINGS CAUSING THESE SMELLS WERE PUT INTO A HIGH PRESSURE HOSE LIKE THE FIRE MEN AND WOMEN USE.
booze, smell, dope smell, funk smells, sex juice smells, , P-SSY, -USSYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!! smells!!!
I am not nor never have been a PLAY BOY! I am CHRONICALLY HETEROSEXUAL YES BUT NO PLAYER. A KISS AND A CUDDLE FROM A NICE REAL, NON STALKING, NON SYBLE( SEE THE FAMOUS TV MOVIE FROM THE SEVENTIES0 LIKE LADY GOES A LONG WAY. MAKE A BROTHER FEEL GOOD LIKE HE KNOWS HE COULD AND SHOULD. NO HARM MEANT BUT I WISH MORE SOUL SISTERS WOULD NOT COME UP TO BLACK MEN AND THINK WE ARE ALL BAD AND SAY, LOOK A HEAR ALL YOU BLACK MEN!!! I SURE WILL NOT TAKE NONE OF THAT!I LOVE, LIKE, RESPECT ALL KINDS OF REAL WOMEN ( SINGLE I WANT NOT OTHERS WIVES, GIRL FRIENDS, NOR WOMEN'S WIVES, ADAM AND EVE NOT ADAM AND STEVE I FEEL, NO HATER JUST MY VIEWS OK?0 I would LOVE TO BE MARRIED AND I AM A SETTLED BACHELOR.OK? GOT IT? GOOD!
If it were affordable and possible it would be great to get a nice House or town house like I was mentioning to my friend Diab today and get out of the condo.22 years is long enough. A wife9 MY OWN NOT SOME ONE ELSE'S MAN OR ANOTHER WOMAN'S would be wonderful. NOT A LADY TYING A BRA AROUND MY NECK SITTING ON MY BACK WHILE I AM ON ALL FOURS SAYING GIDDY UP WHILE HITTING ME ON THE BARE BUTT WITH A LICORICE WHIP! I the commander! WOULD NEVER DO THAT , PLAY THAT , OR PUT UP WITH IT AND SAD TO SEE MANY FELLAS AND DOLLS DOING SO. I know there is TRUE REAL LOVE OUT HERE. TOO MANY NOT WITH THE ONES THEY REALLY WANT AND LOVE. I will never settle for that. OH!! I WONDER!!!!!!
SO MANY TODAY ARE LIKE THEY ARE LIVING ( ALL THE TIME) IN THE MOVIES, BARBERELLA, THE STEPFORD WIVES, VALLEY OF THE DOLLS, THE STUDD, THE BITCH, CHARLIES ANGELS OR A SPACE ODYSSEY 2000! BY CHOICE I FEEL! NOT YOU OR ME! BY CHOICE.
I I WONDER............................
I fear and feel my GOD are we spiritually, socially, etc ways DIGRESSING, DEGRADING morally! WILL PEOPLE PAINT THEM SELVES WHILE NAKED IN THE STREETS? WILL WE LITERALLY SEE A STREET SECTION NAMED SODOM AND GOMORRAH?!Why can not more choose to find GOD? To find GOD;S purpose in their lives? NOT THEIR HEEL LOTS, HANDLERS, DA BOYZ OR GURLZ AT DA CLUB;S PURPOSE for their lives.As I enter THE TWEEN YEARS MORE( FULL SPEED AHEAD COMMANDER! DO NOT GO INTO HYPER DRIVE THOUGH!) NOT A MIDDLE AG ER BUT NOT A SENIOR YET.As I was talking to a talented, loving caring, VIVACIOUS LADY soon to retire. I REMEMBERED LIFE IS A SERIES OF ENDINGS AND NEW BEGINNINGS!Teressa is so wonderful and special. I wish her all the best and know she will be WONDERFUL!
As I see the changes in OUR WORLD, NATION, MY BUILDING,MYSELF, ALL OVER, I hope and pray many will be positive. The ones that are not I pray GOD WILL GIVE ME THE STRENGTH AND WISDOM to get through and be stronger! ALL HIS people. I know he will.LADIES AND GENTLEMAN, TO QUOTE ANOTHER NIECE ( SHONTONESE NIXON LIFE IS NO GAME) It is wonderful but a little or very frightening at times! BE STRONG BOOBY ( LONG O SOUND LIKE IN BOOK) AND BOOBLA. We will get through it all and be stronger.
Do YOU ALL WONDER?
I WONDER......
Thanks for reading this if you did. Pass it on if you like. GOD BLESS.Keep your eyes and ears open in these times, Guard you heart and spirit , but be not afraid.
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