Tuesday, December 31, 2013

I PROMISE TO MYSELF AND EVERY ONE..BY LESTER NIXON!

I AM  MR  LESTER NIXON.  THEY CALL ME THE COMMANDER!

You may or may not like me or what I say and how I say it but I am going to be honest.

I feel much of the pain problems , near disaster, near death  events etc I have seen or almost got caught up in the last few years WERE THE RESULT OF PEOPLE TELLING LIES ON OR TO ME AND OR OTHERS I CARE FOR. Also  COVERING UP  ( WATERGATING! ) facts Others and my self have a  MORAL AND LEGAL RIGHT TO KNOW.I AM A REAL MAN , NOT A PUNK NOT A S---Y, NOT A -USSY, ETC. A CHILD OF GOD . I WILL GIVE AND ALWAYS  DEMAND RESPECT...I HAVE A VISION PROBLEM, I AM NOT BLIND ( SPIRITUALLY, MENTALLY, NOR EMOTIONALLY, I AM NOT SOME   G NUT AND WILL NOT TAKE THAT   T OFF ANY ONE.  I TRY TO NOT GO POSTAL ON PEOPLE. THANK GOD ALL THESE DECADES I HAVE NOT. I AM IN MY FIFTIES NOT FIVE YEARS OLD NOR WILL I EVER BE TREATED AS A CHILD!


I have cut  MORE OFF AND OUT OF MY LIFE LIKE THE CANCER THEY WERE ( SOME WERE LIKE A CHOKING TIGHT FORE SKIN) Some are in our life for a season, some for a reason, some for a life time.


Secretive people are dangerous and evil, SO ARE FAKE ASS, SMILING FACE PEOPLE THAT ARE DEMONS INSIDE! Many have sheets over their heads at night  AND SHEETS OVER THEIR DECEIT, RAGE, ANGER, CONTROLLING MENTALITY AND JEZEBEL SPIRIT. MEN AND WOMEN CAN BE JEZEBELS AND OFTEN CAN BE ALIKE IN POSITIVE AND NEGATIVE WAYS. COLOR, CREED, RACE, BODY SHAPE, MALE AND FEMALE MATTER LESS TO ME.   WHAT IS IN A PERSONS HEART, MIND , AND SPIRIT IS WHAT I WANT AND NEED TO DISCOVER FAST.


On a  PERSONAL NOTE,  LADIES  SINGLE  I FEEL TWENTY, DO NOT THINK OR ACT LIKE MANY TWENTY YEAR OLDS THESE DAYS AND REALIZE I AM NOT TWENTY.  I did not  PLAY EMOTIONAL, NO SPIRITUAL, NOR OTHER GAMES IN MY HIGH SCHOOL , COLLEGE AGE YEARS.  I REFUSE TO DO SO NOW NOR HAVE ANY WOMAN TRY TO FORCE ME TO NOW OR PLAY WITH ME. PEOPLE MEN WOMEN, ETC  WE ARE CREATIONS OF GOD AND ALL MATTER AND WE ARE NOT TOYS!I am not a  CONTROLLER NOR WILL I BE CONTROLLED . NO CABAL, NO COVEN NO CLIQUE WEILL MIS TREAT, NOR ABUSE( NO BULLYING  NO BULL      G  ) OF ME OR MINE NOR OF PEOPLE I CARE ABOUT WILL BE TOLERATED.


How people treat me and mine IS WHAT THEY WILL GET IN RETURN TEN FOLD FROM ME. RESPECT ME, MY HOME, MY IDEAS, MY MIND, BODY, SPIRIT ,( HECK YES I RESPECT MY SELF) I WILL RETURN SAME TO YOU. I do not mind calling police GOING TO COURT, OR GOING OFF IF I MUST. I have never been in trouble with the law. I HAVE HAD MANY TRY TO RACIALLY PROFILE, SET ME OR MINE UP, EVEN SOME IN THIS TOWN. I RAMMED IT BACK DOWN THEIR THROAT. I FORGIVE BUT NEVER FORGET.  PAST  HISTORY can be repeated.


I AM READY TO MOVE! MOVE ON! MOVE FORWARD IN A POSITIVE WAY!I NEED PEOPLE IN MY LIFE , THE RIGHT PEOPLE! I FEEL WE ALL DO.




I AM GOING TO PUSH HARD FOR MORE REAL POSITIVE RAPID CHANGE in my life in 2014.I learned from and remember the past but live now AND PLAN FOR THE FUTURE  I WANT PEOPLE TO FEEL MY PLEASURE AND PAIN AND UNDERSTAND WHERE I AM COMING FROM ALL THE WAY IN EVERY WAY! I feel we ALL ARE GOING THROUGH a major SPIRITUAL, ECONOMIC, LIFE, IN ALL WAYS CHANGE world and  UNIVERSE WIDE. I am  AND WILL BE  ready for it. ARE YOU? Like many  I know say LIFE IS NO GAME OR JOKE. ENOUGH SAID.GOD BLESS! GOD HELP US THAT WANT IT AND I DO!IN THE NAME OF JESUS!

GOD BLESS AND THANKS FOR READING THIS IF YOU DID. FACTS, NOT FICTION, TRUTH, REVELATION, EXPOSURE, NO GOSSIP, IS WHAT I WANT AND WILL FORCE AND DEMAND!! AGAIN IF YOU DID NOT GET ME BEFORE I AM  MR  LESTER  NIXON.  MANY CALL ME  THE COMMANDER!!