In these times of opportunity and of great peril and challenge I feel many things. We all do.
Many people are BOGUS and pretend or try to play it off. I got tired of that crap a long time ago. Some times I feel like a race car on a 25 mph neighborhood one way street. Or like a stripper in church.
Some times I wish I could leave The country. But with most of the world ------ up who would want to do that? Some times I feel like exploding or having a primal scream for an hour. Or like popping some one. Some times I feel LIKE SPENDING THE REST OF MY LIFE IN A HILTON HOTEL.
SOME TIMES YOU GET SICK OF ( HELL I DO ) of being around people that seem , twisted, suicidal, crazy as hell is hot, Not understanding, non caring, FRIGID in their spirit . Like SATAN MANIFESTED AMONG US! SO MANY TODAY SEEM FULL OF ----! TWO FACED, PLOTTING, SCHEMING, CONTROLLING! OH REGARDING MY LAST BLOG I FOR GOT TO ADD TEX TING CAN BE USED TO CONTROL OR PIMP PEOPLE! SOME TIMES PEOPLE MAKE ME WANT TO SNAP ALL THE WAY OUT AND OFF ON THEM! LIKE A BOMB EXPLODING! OH AND SO CAN OOOO OH OH AH AH ARRRRRR EK !! CUM, SQUIRTT!HAHAHAHAHAH!!! SEXTING!!
THEN THERE ARE THOSE THAT DO TO WHO THEY KNOW, WHAT OR WHO THEY DO,CONNECTIONS , THEY GET FAVORITISM, BREAKS, IT ALL! WHILE THOSE OF US THAT EARNED SOMETHING OR RESPECT WE HAVE TO FIGHT FOR EVERY THING EVEN THE AIR WE BREATHE IT SEEMS. Then when we you I say any thing people get MAD and tell us to calm down , ignore stuff, for get it,etc WHEN IF IT WERE THEM, THEIRS, THEIR BED PARNTNERS, PARDNERS THEY WOULD BE KILLING, FIGHTING MAD LIKE RAB BID DOGS! THE SUPERIOR SYNDROME, HYPOCRISY!
SOME TIMES --- -----G-----IT I WANT TO HOLLER AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
SOME TIMES I WANT TO STICK MY KEYS IN THE LOBBY DOOR DOWN STAIRS OR IN SOME ONES MOUTH, CLEAVAGE, RECTUM, VAGINA ( EXCUSE ME I AM FEELING RAW RIGHT NOW AND I WRITE A RAW BLOG! 0 PUT IN THEIR BRA, ETC AND JUST LIKE THE RADICALS DID IN THE SIXTIES AND ONE OF MY COUSINS ON MY LATE GREAT MOMMAS SIDE DID JUST WALK OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JUST ---- IT ALL!
GOD HELP US!!!
SOME TIMES I WISH I COULD SPEND A YEAR ON THAT SPACE STATION.. AWAY FROM ALL OF THIS. ( Hopefully I would be on the mission with that bright, vivacious Sonny Williams! RESPECTFULLY SAID AND MEANT.. SOME TIMES SOME MAKE ME WANT TO PIMP SLAP THEM!! OR BITE THEM LIKE A N ALLIGATOR! SOME TIMES LIKE A FEW DAYS AGO I GET SO TOTALLY DEPRESSED AND PISSED OFF!! OH MY INNER PEACE IS FINE NO MATTER WHAT SOME BITCH FROM A DEPARTMENT IN TOWN MENTIONED TO ME YEARS AGO.. SOME TIMES I WANT TO HIDE IN A CAVE TO GET AWAY FROM THESE LOW CLASS N-GGERS NO MATTER WHAT THEIR COLOR AND THEY COME IN ALL SHAPES, COLORS, ETC. THESE THAT SEEM TO HAVE NO LIFE AND WANT NONE AND WANT TO RUIN OURS. THESE HYPOCRITES TRYING YO BANK RUPT US, TAKE OUT HOMES, LOVES, JOY , PEACE , AND EVEN OUR VERY LIVES! I HATE PEOPLE THAT WANT NOTHING LIKE MORE I SEE IN THE WORLD , EVEN IN MY BUILDING...THEY ARE DEAD BUT NOT BURIED, LIKE DAMNED ZOMBIES!IMMORAL, ILL LEGAL, CROOKED ASS , EVIL, SLUTTY , JUST NO ----G DAMNED GOOD SO MANY ARE CHOOSING TO BE TODAY...
THEN THESE PEOPLE THAT CLAIM THEY KNOW NOTHING, SEE NOTHING, SAY NOTHING, HELL THEY ARE NOTHING BUT SCUMMMM!!!!!!! LIARS, BASTARDS AND TRASH!! WILL WATCH A NEIGHBOR CHILD ETC HURT ETC SAY IT AINT HURTING ME OR DEY AINT BOTHERING ME THESE ----R ----RS!!! EXCUSE ME.. I WILL REALLY REPENT AFTER THIS BLOG. OK?!
SOME TIMS I JUST WANT TO KICK SOME PEOPLES ASS FOR HOW THEY TREAT OR TRY TO TREAT ME OR MINE. TALK ABOUT ME OR MINE, OUR LIVES, LOVES, FAMILY, HOME, SITUATIONS, WHEN THEY KNOW NOT A --- ----G THING ABOUT YOU OR ME. THE COCK SUCKERS, --NTS! GOD AND PEOPLE FORGIVE ME FOR I NEED TO VENT BEFORE I EXPLODE ON SOME N- ERS, [PEOPLE, ETC. I KNOW SOME WILL NOT LIKE THIS , WELL --- --- --- AND TO ----G BLACK AND BAD!!! I AM IN RARE FORM TONIGHT.
YOU THINK YOU CAN RUN OTHERS, MY LIFE, FINANCES, HOMES, LIVES, WELL BRING US YOUR MONEY, BUY US OUT AND GET THE ---- OUT OF OUR FACE MOVE ON AND SEE IF YOU AND OR YOURS HAVE THE TESTICLES, OVARIES, ETC TO DO IT!! I BET NO ONE DOES..
LET STOP AND SMELL ( NOT THE SEX JUICES ALL OVER MANY AREAS AS SO MANY CLAIM THEY SEE OR SMELL NOT ) BUT STOP AND SMELL THE ROSES. PRAY DO GO POSTAL OR POP OFF. GOD BLESS. THANKS FOR READING THIS IF YOU DID..
Some times When ONE FEELS THE PEACE OF GOD. Hope, SPENDS TIMES WITH REAL NON FAKE ASS PEOPLE. REAL WOMEN, GET A KISS KISSES, CUDDLES,Hol d her hand , just be near her, ETC, COMMUNICATE, NOT THIS BETWEEN THE LINES, BETWEEN THE LEGS BUNK. WHEN ONE SOARS IN ONES SPIRIT It all comes together and life is beautiful, worth it.
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