Thursday, February 12, 2015

I CAN NOT AND WILL NOT SAY I AM SORRY NOR BE SORRY FOR.....

BY  MR.   LESTER  NIXON.


This is for not about you . If you feel it it nay be about you. Please pass it on and or run and tell this to any one you choose.PLEASE.God bless you if you want it and are in GOD , CHRIST, THE HOLY SPIRIT, ETC. Thanks for reading this if you did. I  DO NOT BITE UNLESS YOU MAKE ME, BITE ME FIRST OR WANT ME TO.




As long as I am not hurting or threatening any one I will call, e mail ,  I paid for my computer and pay these out rageous  isp fees each month not others.write, talk to, visit etc any one I want at any time I please. You all can do same unless they  want to live our lives and pay our bloody bills. Too many are trying to control us and to tell us what to do like we are prisoners or in an institution. Luke we have mental problems or are slaves and it is wrong I know.



I recently discovered in some way men that were in my home well I FEEL disrespected me and mine and I feel were un professional and acted like asses, possibly racists, down right childish , evil, etc. I am a  MAN , A HUMAN BEING, A CHILD OF GOD, GOD;S CREATION. You all are SOME BODY ALSO that are reading this. I  WILL NOT APOLOGISE  fr being A MAN, A REAL MAN, FOR BEING A BLACK MAN, A NATIVE AMERICAN BLACK MAN! I will not ever APOLOGISE for being strong, competent,  NOT CRAZY , NOR A DAMNED FOOL. I am not shamed of being ME, A NIXON ( WITH NIXON, HARRIS, CHURCH, GREEN heritage in my blood. I will not ever say I am sorry nor be sorry for STANDING UP TO ANY ONE AT ANY TIME WHEN I FEEL AND  KNOW I AM RIGHT  or strongly believe I am The thing that make me a man ARE GOD GIVEN ASSETS. ALL men ARE NOT LIKE CAVE MEN nor ACT that way.As a   BLACK MAN I WILL NEVER BE PIGEON HOLED, STEREO TYPED BY ANY RACE, OR PERSON , NOT EVEN MY OWN RACE OR ANY ONE CLOSE TO ME. I expect same from all others. I AM NOT EVER ASKING OTHER RACES TO APOLOGISE TO ME , NOR WOMEN TO APOLOGISE TO ME, ONLY IF YOU DISRESPECT OR MESS WITH ME AND OR MINE. NOT ASKING A PERSON WITH OUT A DISABILITY If you are female, male, White, BLACK, Mixed, WHAT EVER BE PROUD of who and what you are and stand for. STAND FOR SOMETHING OR YOU WILL FALL FOR ANY ONE AND OR ANY THING. Maybe FALL INTO HELL SOME DAY BY WRONG CHOICES.


Be free but not wild as a buck deer I feel and live.YES, NO, HELL NO, MAYBE, ETC ARE OUR RIGHTS. WE CAN say do and mean all the previously mentioned I feel.  I will never apologise for reading watching alternative media, that tells us more of the TRUTH, REAL, LIFE situations than our TRADITIONAL MEDIA DOES. Some main stream media is still quality I feel, SOME OF IT! I will not and do not ever, ever APOLOGISE FOR BEING A BELIEVER, IN GOD, CHRIST , THE WORD, THE HOLY SPIRIT, FOR BEING HANDICAP ABLE NOT HANDICAPPED! FOR BEING REAL NON POLITICALLY CORRECT. NOT SORRY TO BE   THE COMMANDER!!!!!!!!



I have to and do things as I am an individual, not THE BORGE on star trek, Others, Kin, Neighbors, etc, ANY ONE ELSE WANT TO PAY OUR BILLS OR WHEN GOD CALLS US HOME WANT TO GO IN OUR PLACE? I THINK NOT...SOCIETY do not have to under stand it or like it JUST RESPECT IT AND ME I DEMAND. I GIVE RESPECT AND EXPECT IT IN RETURN. I we should be able to  live our lives as we choose as long as we obey decent laws, God;s laws, and hurt no one else nor our selves.

Many seem to think GOD IS A PIMP or sugar DADDY they call on when they need or want some one or thing, Are in the throws of passion and sex ( OH OH UH GOD!!!) Win lotto races, or get the million dollar deal. If this country goes down it will be because TOO MANY PEOPLE TURNED FROM GOD, JESUS AND THE THINGS OF GOD, YEAH THIS IS MY RAW OPINION.. Many also treat other s like trash or worth less garbage and not creations of God.




Think, live, express freedom, While we still can or it may be lost gone for ever. STAND UP IN AND FOR YOUR HOME, RIGHTS, LIFE, COMMUNITY WORLD RIGHT, RIGHTEOUS, NOT SOME NEW WORLD ORDER, SAME OLD B S SIN , LIES  being forced on us I AM NOT TAKING IT!! WHAT SAY YOU ALL! AS AN INDIVIDUAL WHAT say you. Get ? GOT IT? Good.Think it over. A Life and mind are a terrible thing to waste. SILENCE IS NOT GOLDEN, A CLOSED MOUTH CAN NOT BE FED NOR EXPRESS TRUTH. A SMART MOUTH CHILD GETS PUNISHED, A SMART MOUTH ADULT MAY GET JAIL,  POPPED,  OR WORSE AND EVENTUALLY HELL I FEEL I ask questions often UNTIL I GET ANSWERS IN THESE increasingly secretive, hidden agenda world. Take care.  Enough for now.BE YOU. Now  I am going to be me NOW!