Life living right and treating people right. The way it could and should be more often!

Last week I attended 3 meetings. One was in the building where I live ( DO NOT WORRY LESTER THE COMMANDER WILL USE NO REAL NAMES AS PER USUAL, AS THEY SAID IN THE CLASSIC DRAG NET TV SERIES THE NAMES HAVE BEEN CHANGED TO PROTECT THE INNOCENT, I SAY FOR LEGAL REASONS! ) ALL THREE WENT I FELT VERY WELL1 It was the first time in a long time I attended meetings ( EVEN CHURCH SERVICES) where I did not feel I needed , A LAWYER, WEAPON, A PRIEST, Back up OR THE POLICE!


When A DEAR GREAT MAN AND LEADER TONY! SPEAKS OF PEOPLE USING PERSONAL ATTACKS! WOW CAN I FEEL AND UNDERSTAND WHERE HE IS COMING FROM! I HAVE BEEN THERE AND DEFENDED ME AND MINE MANY TIMES AGAINST SAME. RECENTLY REPAIRED MY REPUTATION AFTER LOTS OF LYING OT AND ON ME AND MINE FOR A LONG TIME ALL OVER BY CERTAIN PEOPLES!! SOME CAN BE A HORROR OR A BITCH IN TOTAL! AT the meeting here one NICE, PROFESSIONAL, LOVELY! SINGLE LADY WAS SO WONDERFUL I WANTED TO ASK HER FOR A BIG HUG!!! SHE REACHES UP WITH BOTH HANDS MADE A LITTLE FEMININE, MEOW, BARRRRK MOVE TO HER COLLAR ADJUSTING IT. MY HOW SO CUTE( ONE OF THOSE THINGS LADIES DO LIKE THE MOVE TO ADJUST AN ENTIRE DRESS, M SO FEM AND LOVELY!!! ) OOO! AND IN A NICE WAY SUBTLY SEXY WEXY! MMMMMMMMM! MY MY MY!!! I KNOW HER ( AS A NICE NEIGHBOR THAT IS ALL OK? GOOD) SHE DID THIS THING WITH HER HAIR SHE IS A NICE LADY SO BEAUTIFUL , SPECIAL EVEN AFTER A LONG DAY!! OH MY!!!!!

It was refreshing to be with Ladies ( LADIES AND GENTLEMEN AT ONE MEETING ) AND NOT THOSE I FEEL ARE THUGS OR MEN HATERS WEEK LIMP ED MEN SADLY I SEE TOO MANY THESE DAYS1 I am sure many of you do to MY READERS! I even got some I feel mis understandings straight. I do not bite UNLESS I AM BIT FIRST LOL OK? GREAT! I am a gentleman , I AM BUT I REALLY AM NOT A CROOK! I like the truth, honesty, EXPOSURE AND COMMUNICATION! CLEARING THE AIR! I HAVE THUS YEAR ESPECIALLY SEEN WHAT HAPPENS WHEN MANY KEEP SECRETS THEY SHOULD NOT. IT CAN HURT ONES HEALTH, LIFE, EVEN CAUSE A LOSS OF LIFE OR COME CLOSE TO IT!TOO MANY KEEP TO MANY THINGS TO THEM SELVES OR THEIR ASSOCIATES, CLIQUES THE Y NEED TO BE EXPRESSING AND SHARING TO IMPROVE LIFE AND RELATIONSHIPS!

I would rather have some one out right tell me , THEY HATE MY GUTS, CALL ME A N***ER, 4 EYES M ER!   ETC, OR SAY ALL YOU BLACK MEN, ETC, THAN TO PRETEND OR BE BOGUS!!MANY CALL THAT BEING ADULT. I call it BEING FAKE! HAVING A HIDDEN AGENDA! I once had a lady ( WELL SEVERAL SAY TO ME, LESTER YOU WILL BE MY NUMBER ONE MAN OF 5!0 I TOLD THEM HELL NO! IF I CAN NOT BE YOUR ONE AND ONLY AND YOU MINE, WE WILL HAVE NO RELATIONSHIP AT ALL, FOR I DO NOT PLAY THAT NONE SENSE! IT CAN CAUSE , DEATH, DISEASE, LIFE LONG UNHAPPINESS1 I did thank them for not BS, ING ME AND BEING HONEST! A RARITY TODAY!

I have had neighbors in the past ask me straight up. WHO IS THAT LADY YOU WERE WITH? IS YOUR FAMLY MIXED? A DOLL WILL ASK ARE YOU MARRIED OR WITH ANY LADY RIGHT NOW? I felt fine with that. at least they did not ASS-UME, NOR GO TO THE GREAT VINE, NOR THEIR BED PARTNER, OR PARDNER, LOL. They came to me and asked me. SOME OF THEM WERE IN A NICE WAY TOLD I DO NOT ASK NOR ANSWER PERSONAL QUESTIONS. SOME GOT ANSWERS.I met some nice, NON DANGEROUS NONE OH NO! LADIES THAT WAY.I do not spy nor do I like people to on me or mine, those I care about! I FEEL THAT IS EVIL, WRONG AND FROM THE PITT OF HELL!!!!!! TO TELL A LIE TO ME AND OR MINE, TO LIE ON OR WITH HOLD THE TRUTH are all the same IN MY THE COMMANDERS BOOK!RATIONALIZATION IS A BITCH AND DONE TO MUCH THESE DAYS I FEEL.. I have met people in a nice way tell me THEY ONLY LIKE BLACK PEOPLE THEIR SHADE, OR THEY ONLY LIKE TO LIVE OR ASSOCIATE WITH THEIR NATIONALITY, RACE, SOCIAL GROUP, COOL! THEY WERE HONEST WITH AN TO ME. NO ONES TIME AND LIFE WERE WASTED! I WE KNEW WHERE EACH OTHER STOOD.


I have had ladies OUT RIGHT SAY ( I HATE OR DO NOT PREFER MEN! THEY WANT A SOFT BREAST OR BODY NEXT TO THEM) OK kinky not my thing. I wen on my way. no time wasted. WHY LOOK FOR BEAUTIFUL FLOORS IN A DUMP OR NEW CARS IN A BAKERY OK?


I miss one thing about THE WHAT I FELT WAS THE INSINCERE 60'S PEOPLE DID SPEAK THEIR PEACE MORE. PEOPLE KNEW WHAT THEY WANTED AND HOW TO GET IT. YOU KNEW YOUR ENEMIES FROM YOUR FRIENDS MORE. YOU NEW SAM FROM SUE! NO ONE TRIED TO MAKE ADULTS KIDS, NOR O MAKE CATS BARK OR DOGS MEOW. ACCEPTANCE, not just TOLERANCE WAS THE NORM. WE TOLERATE A COLONOSCOPY! A LADY TOLERATES AND DEALS WITH HER MONTHLY.A WE as people I feel NEED TO GIVE GET, DEMAND AND LIVE RESPECT!, NOT JUST TOLERATE each OTHER!



I'd rather let a mouse or rat loose in the forest to live. IF ONE WAS TO GET IN WHERE I LIVE I WILL HAVE TO EXTERMINATE IT TO KEEP IT FROM BITING ME MINE AND SPREADING DISEASE! I do not NOR HAVE I EVER NOR NEVER HARM ANY ONE!, HOWEVER I HAVE DO AND WILL DEFEND MY LIFE, LOVE, FREEDOM , FAMILY AND HOME!!A Can you understand that my readers. I am not a hard person or man. NOR AM I A, S ----Y! ,NO  MARSHMALLOW, NOR A WIMP I AM A MAN NOT JUST BECAUSE OF MY GENITALS EITHER! I give and DEMAND RESPECT! I DO NOT GO OVER UNDER, THROUGH OR AROUND OTHERS AND I DO NOT TAKE OTHERS DOING SO TO ME AND OR MINE!I DO NOT USE OR GET USED OR HAD BY OTHERS! NO ONE LIKES BEING SCREWED OR F 'ED WITH OR OVER!!!!!


If others CAN BED DOWN OTHERS WIVES AND OR HUSBANDS, UNDER AGE YOUNG PEOPLE. DO many things IMMORAL AND ILLEGAL AND NOT REALLY TRY TO HIDE IT , YOU AND I SHOULD BE ABLE TO LIVE OUR LIVES IN A MORAL AND LEGAL WAY! live where we want. Mary who we want , if and when we want. NO MATTER THEIR RACE, NATIONALITY, ETC! Not please others but GOD AND OUR SELVES. LIVE OUR LIVES AND NOT HAVE OUR PRIVACY INVADED , NOR BE FALSELY ACCUSED OF ANY THING EVER! NOT INVESTIGATED BECAUSE THE COLOR OF OUR SKIN OR BECAUSE OF WHAT A FAMILY MEMBER, FORMER FIEND, CLASSMATE IS OR HAS DONE. AS DR KING SAID WE SHOULD BE JUDGED BY THE CONTENT OF OUR CHARACTER!I say also I PAST AND PRESENT LIFE SHOULD SPEAK TO WHO WE ARE AND WHAT E STAND FOR. NEVER NEIGHBOR HOOD, BLOCK, JOB, BUILDING!! CHURCH, BED ROOM, ETC GOSSIP AND LIES!


if I even suspect some one I have am or am considering dealing with or getting close to IS NOT WHAT AND OR WHO THEY CAN , SHOULD OR CLAIM TO BE I CHECK THEM OUT! IF I FIND A PROBLEM I GET THEM OUT OF MY LIFE, HOME, MIND, SPIRIT AND A M A P MEMORY!I try to just remember the good about them and then MOVE THE HECK ON AS FAST AS I CAN!!! SO THAT IS ALL FOR NOW! COMMUNICATE I URGE YOU ALL TO! KEEP YOUR BUSINESS TO YOUR SELVES ALONG WITH YOUR HANDS.LOL.LOVE CHRISTIAN, PEACE, TRUTH, EXPOSURE TO ALL


THE COMMANDER! ( LESTER NIXON ! )




PS. YEARS LATER SOME LADIES I THOUGHT WERE NICE I HAVE DISCOVERED WERE EVIL, CATTY, TWO FACED, EVIL, DEVILS!  TONY IS STILL A GREAT LEADER EVEN BETTER!!