Thursday, July 30, 2009

BITTER SWEET. COOKED AND BLOODY RAW!

I will not in general be sending these blogs out any more for a while. those that want them, enjoy reading others honest, non two faced, no BS! opinions know how to subscribe! a MANY MORE THAN WE KNOW ARE HUNGRY FOR TRUTH! THEY WE GET LIED ON , ABOUT TO , ETC TOO DAMNED MUCH THESE DAYS! PEACE, GOD BLESS, IF YOU DO NOT BELEIVE IN GOD,,, OH WELL, TAKE CARE. LESTER N AND THE N IS NOT FOR N R EITHER, LOL.. THE COMMANDER!!! THEY CAN;T PULL THIS OFF A BULLETIN BOARD OR NOT PRINT IT IN THE PAPER ETC! OK!?


AS I LAY IN BED LAST NIGHT, NAKED WITH THE MOON LIGHT DRIFTING REFLECTING OFF MY BEDROOM WALL. wondering about some future things, thinking of some in the past.I hear a Chris Isaak song wicked on the radio that takes me back! I hear some man ( A DUDE SOME SAD OR DAMMED FOOL OUT SIDE HOLLER AND CURSE!) I think to my self in a world of wonder, there are many strange people out here! LIFE IS A BLESSING FROM GOD I FEEL , NOT A BITCH AS SOME SAY! PEOPLE CAN AND DO CHOOSE TO BE A BITCH OR BITCH WITH US! I toss and turn, read with my magnifier and flash light, read a little of the word of GOD, PRAY. I get that being in a viper snake Pitt feeling out of my spirit and finally fall asleep! How wonderful and a blessing tomes of rest are. WHEN WE SLEEP OUR ENEMIES PLAN OUR DOWN FALL OR WORSE OFTEN! I FEEL JESUS IS OUR PROTECT ER FROM THE SNAKES AND JUDASES OF THIS LIFE!





THERE ARE TIMES WHEN WE ALL FEEL LIKE KNOCKING THE SHEET OR HELL OUT OF OTHERS! COME ON , BE HONEST NOW!I LOOK AT HOW A PERSON WAS IN MY HOME FOR TEN YEARS IT TURNS OUT I DID NOT TRULY KNOW THOUGH A RELATIVE! THE THINGS DONE , SAID, LIES OF COMMISSION AND OMISSION.THE REPAIRING OF MY , MINE REPUTATION( OH LADIES WE REAL MEN DO HAVE AN FRTEAK =ING REPUTATION TOO OK!?) NO MATTER WHAT MANY A MOM, DOLL AT WORK , ETC TELLS YOU!
if it would have happened to a lesser person some hot lead would probably have been flying! you feel me? I AM SURE YOU DO! YOU SEE THE TWO FACED ONES NEAR AND FAR SMILING ALL THE F UP IN YOUR FACE THAT KNEW MANY TRUTHS BUT KEPT QUIET , SMILED AND HOPED DEATH DIST RUCTION, ETC WOULD COME!!HUH THE C SUCKERS! BASTARDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND ALWAYS!!
things, hidden,all over in every way! PEOPLE PRETENDING TO CARE. SOME DO MANY ARE JUST TWO FACED EVIL R RS!!! EXCUSE ME. NO EXPLETIVES, I REMEMBER.


PEOPLE ONCE* I SNAPPED ON THEM , TOLD THEM TO K M A , TAKE A HIKE HIKE HIKE!19 SAD YEARS AGO , WHAT YOU POPPA LEAVE YOU WHEN HE DIES? I TOLD THEM WELL A HOLE I WAS CO OWNER OF PROPERTY WITH HIM, HE AN MOMMA TAUGHT US, COMMON SENSE, ETC! OH SORRY HE DID NOT LEAVE ME A BIG MALLETT SO I CAN KNOCK SSOME SENSE INTO YOU HEAD ! I TOLD THEM! THE POOR NOSEY FOOLS! ONE REALLY IS ON HARD TIMES NOW I HEAR. HUH!

I SHOULD HAVE ASKED HIM, WHAT HIS M WELLLOL NEVER MIND!
IF ANY ONE KNOW JIM B THIS IS DEDICATED TO YOU. ALSO TO BOB S IN OUR LOCAL PAPER. KEEP TELLING IT AS IT IR TIS SIR!!TRYING TO FIND THE CARD YOU GAVE ME. NICE TO FIND A PERSON WITH A SPIRIT, BRAIN. NOT A SLAVE. NOT GIVING IN! I GUESS IF MANY CAN CONTROL MANY ON A SMALL SCALE, LARGE SCALE CONTROL AND SLAVERY IS NEXT!!

YOU KNOW I NEVER ASSUME PEOPLE ARE RICH MY SELF1 I have too many in daily life tha t ASSUME TOO DAMNED MUCH! THEY ASSUME YOU ME OTHERS ARE RICH! THEY FALSELY HEAR AND BELIEVE A RELATIVE IS PAYING ALL YOUR BILLS , THEY AND OTHER NON PEOPLE CHOOSE TO BELIEVE. AT LEAST YOU KNOW WHERE THE HELL YOU STAND WITH MANY! HEY!? THEN THERE ARE THE ONES THAT SAY, UH COMMANDER IS YOUR VISUAL THING PSYCHOLOGICAL? O REPLY LET ME SCRATCH YOU FREEKING EYES OUT ETC AND THEN YOU TELL ME BUNKE IF THAT IS IN THE MIND ASS HOLE! MAYBE THEY CAN GO TO THEIR STRIP CUB AND A DANCER CAN POKE THEM IN THEIR EYES WITH HER NI[[LES THEN THEY CAN WRITE A MEDICAL REPORT, THE AMATEUR DOCTORS! THE ONES THAT SAY THEIR AUNTIE SUZIE( THE ONE THAT IS A DOCTOR IN ANOTHER COUNTRY OR THAT WELL WRONGFULLY?, HUH GOT HER LICE NE SUSPENDED AND THEY WILL NOT TELL ONE WHY? BUT THESE JERK OS WILL SUGGEST A SO CALLED DOC LIKE THIS TO ANY ONE! THE JACKALS! MANY JUST GOT MAD!1 TOO BLACK AND BAD AS MY LATE COUSIN DELLA USED TO SAY! Their are so many smart a s and no it alls in our world!as long as we AND THE FEW REAL PEOPLE THAT CARE ABOUT US KNOW THE TRUTH OF OUR LIVES, THAT IS ALL THA T MATTERS! GOD KNOWS TOO! MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PEOPLE ASK WHO TOLD YOU ME SUCH AS SUCH. WITH ME AND MANY IT IS AN EXPERT THAT IS LICENSED, NOT AN ALLEY JACK LEG OR BABBETTE DOLL! ( NO HARM MEANT TO ANY LADIES NAMED BABETTE! )We live our lives and love the fullest and best way we know how! AT LEAST I THE COMMANDER DOES!!



I HOPE I CAN SLEEP TONIGHT. I HOPE YOU ALL CAN AND DO TOO!WHERE YOU ARE ETC IS YOUR OUR BUSINESS. THE COMMANDER IS NOT NOSEY, TRY FULLING, ETC! stay strong, IN PRAYER FOR THOSE THAT BELIEVE. AS A DOLLEY POP TOLD ME LAST WEEK . LESTER WE MUST KEEP PRAYING! HOW TRUE. THAT WAS SO DEEP WHAT THE LADY SAID AND HOW SHE SAID IT.A PLEASANT SURPRISE, ESP IN THESE TIMES!!LETS HELP, NOT RAISE HELL NOR DISCOURAGE OTHERS DOING THEIR BEST.EVEN WHEN WE FEEL LIFE, OUR HOME, ETC IS LITERALLY FALLING IN ON US WHILE OTHERS RY THE IN ORGASMIC LAUGHTER ON THE FLOOR WAITING FOR OUR DEMISE!

TAKE CARE. PEACE. GOD BLESS, KEEP IT REAL. GONE FOR NOW! BYE BYE!! PASS THIS ON PLEASE. IF SOME THEIR CHEST OR BREAST POP!OR ROLL EM IN HONEY AND NUTS MAKE A NEW CANDY!!!!!!!!!!!


















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