STAND FIRM ESPECIALLY NOW!

LETS GET RIGHT TO IT.

I do not know nor claim to know what this new year will bring.I pray for the best and the courage to with GODS HELP get through the rest.

I never have been to jail or prison and never plan to go.I have had many try to use abuse ME , MY FAMILY, try to control and use my life. CAUSING ME TO ALMOST EXPLODE ON THEM. AS they may have wanted to lure me into.

AS I told a man IN my building the other day. WHEN YOU HAVE BEEN IN SOME ONE ELSE'S shoes you can under stand their joys THEIR ANGER PAIN. HIS IDIOTIC LAUGHING AND GRIN THAT HE STOPPED quickly MADE ME WANT TO MALL HIS ASS!!!MASH HIS MOUTH as my dear LATE GREAT DAD used to say. UNDER STAND ME. SLAM HIM THROUGH THE DOOR DOWN STAIRS.


We better hold those ( to our cheat ( LADIES TO YOUR WONDERFUL BREASTS ) that are truly for and with us! DOWN WITH US as the younger oo -opa- dop set says.Keep and or get our minds, spirits , hearts , bodies TOGETHER! Have fun live, BUT REALIZE THIS WORLD SITUATION, TANGIBLE AND INTANGIBLE, PHYSICAL, EMOTIONAL, SPIRITUAL, IS REAL! IS DEFINITELY NO JOKE!!

AN ON DUTY POLICE OFFICER DOES NOT TAKE HIS OR HER GUN( GUNS) OUT OF THE HOLSTER AND REPLACE IT, THEM WITH COOKIES AT CHRISTMAS, NOR REPLACE THEIR COMMUNICATORS WITH MP3 PLAYERS PLAYING THE LATEST TUNES. THEIR SQUAD CARS DO NOT HAVE SPINNING ILLUMINATED SANTA ON TOP BUT THOSE FLASHING LIGHTS THAT GET YOUR OUR ATTENTION. THEY STAY SHARP AND ALERT. WE ALL MUST BE TOO I FEEL.


I had a nice quiet new years eve. I stayed alert, sober, I never drink or use ever. NO I AM NOT PERFECT NO ONE IS. I plan on staying the same all year.

1, 11, 11 ( JANUARY, 1, 2011 ) READY? STEADY?, GO,BUT USE CAUTION.as the actress SEXY, WEXY MARLENE DIETRICH I believe used to say. HOLD ON IT MAY BE A BUMPY RIDE!

Watch our , your , backs. Do not, LETS NOT BE FOOLISH and NOT ASK FOR OR RUN TO GET HELP WHEN WE NEED IT!
I do not. I may ask for some HELP my self IF I NEED IT AND IT GETS TOO DEEP FOR ME!( in any way, HOUSING, ECONOMIC, FOOD, HEALTH,ETC AS MY NIECE SHON SAYS LIFE AINT NO GAME. DARN RIGHT DOLL. I KNOW HOW TO RECIEVE IF I HAVE TO NOT PUMP OR USE EITHER),lol done enough all my life for others. IT IS TIME FOR ME and others. Helping those that have helped us.OK? YOU UNDERSTAND ME.

UNDERSTAND? I HOPE SO.

LESTER NIXON THE COMMANDER HERE!