A KINS WOMAN. Kim.) Wrote on face book today how sick and tired she is of some people mistaking her kindness for weakness! I feel you Kim and I can relate totally.Our older relatives( MY LATE GREAT DA DY AND MOMMA, UNCLES, NICE AUNTS ETC USED TO SPEAK OF THIS SORT OF ATTITUDE OF AND BY OTHERS OFTEN) I DEEP IN MY HEART FEEL ANY NOT ALL but MANY people have a perverted mentality that manifests itself into a negative, funky attitude and life style. STINKING THINKING, PERVERTED, TWISTED LIVING AND RELATIONSHIPS.
I greatly appreciate R A O K ( RANDOM ACTS OF KINDNESS!)
I often experience them daily.I offer same daily or as often as I can or feel lead deep in my spirit to do so.
I have people that stop talk to me in positive conversation. revealing and or exposing things to me I need to know.sharing, expressing , etc. I return the same often.
I am careful who I deal with ( I DO NOT NOR NEVER WILL BE DESPERATE! ) I do not deal with every one nor think every one is my associate or friend.I realize some may see me as a HALF BLIND DUMB N WORD, SLOW ETC DUE TO THEIR PREJUDICE, TWISTED, MIND AND SPIRIT.OFTEN people have twisted perverted, friends SO CALLED, and or associates. We are who we deal with or can become so. I mean that in positive or negative associations.I only have the positive ones.Yes I have been duped at times , who has not in this life? COME ON NOW.I do not associate with or befriend people TO USE THEM. JUST AS I DO NOT WANT TO BE USED, USED UP, OR ABUSED BY OTHERS.YOU NOR I WE ARE NOT A MEAL, A DRINK, A COOKIE, NOR A PLEASURE DEVICE MEANT FOR THE ENTERTAINMENT OR PLEASURE OF OTHERS!
I am not the type that think of people as stepping stones, nor as of dollar bills , nor what they can do for me.I do not think of women AS SEXY FLUFFY DOLLS. WHEN I SAY DOLL, DOLLY POP, BABY DOLL, DARLING, ETC IT IS MEANT TO FOR LADIES I KNOW( friends, etc I AM SICK AND TIRED OF MANY ESP WOMEN THINKING I AM A PLAY BOY AT LARGE OR UNDER COVER OR UN G UN HAHAHA O! A HUNGRY MAN WANTING TO DEVOUR THEM, ESP SINCE SOME I TRUSTED WENT AROUND TELLING THAT DARNED LIE ON ME. People that believe lies do not check things out DO NOT CARE FOR OR ABOUT US AND NEED TO BE REMOVED FROM OUR LIVES!Many LADIES SO CALLED I have met ARE THAT WAY UNDER COVER THEM SELVES SO THAT IS WHY THEY FEEL THE WAY THEY DO ABOUT MOST OR AS THEY SAY ALL MEN!!!!
MANY PEOPLE OUT HERE KNOW THE LIES THEY TELL , WHAT SECRETS THEY KEEP UNDER THE TABLE, ETC. THEIR HIDDEN AGENDA.THEIR ILLEGAL, IMMORAL ASSOCIATIONS, BED FELLOWS, ETC.SO THEY THINK ALL OR MOST OTHERS ARE, LIKE THAT.I once had a high ranking person say to me. knowing such and such makes you feel important right? I told him a high ranking person HECK NO! WE ARE ALL IMPORTANT AND HAVE OUR ROLES IN LIFE AND I KNOW THAT THOUGH I DID NOT AS A CHILD.
Hey I in this NEARLY PERFECT DAY WHEN I AM NOT FEELING SO MET A GOLD DIGGER TRYING TO GET IN MY PANTS WHEN I SURE AS HECK DO NOT WAT HER , TOLD AND SHOW HER AND WILL NOT MIND FPPD P OS IF NEED BE SHOWING HER ASS SAME. Excuse please I got emotional.This FEMALE IS NO lady I do not really know her and do not want to. MAY I SAY THIS? I AS THE COMMANDER! WILL ANY WAY. MANY FEMALES( NOT REAL LADIES) ARE WORSE THAN NO GOOD MEN MANY TALK ABOUT! MANY NEED TO GET THE CONTROLLERS ESPECIALLY THEIR EVIL, HUNGRY , GIRL FRIENDS, FEMALE KIN, FEMALE ASSOCIATES,HOLLA BACK GIRLS PRETENDING TO BE LADIES,ETC OH I KNOW MOST WOMEN ARE LADIES AND NOT LIKE THIS OK?( NOT MEN AS MANY OFTEN THINK )OUT FOR THEIR MEN IN THEIR LIVES( BOY FRIENDS, SONS, HUSBANDS, BROTHERS, ETC THESE FEMALES ARE HUNGRY LIKE THE WILD WOLF, FOR LUST, POWER, MONEY, CONTROL AND MORE! ALSO PRACTICING WITCHES ETC SCARE ME OFF NOT EVER DO THEY ATTRACT ME OR A REAL MAN ! ESPECIALLY A BELIEVER IN , GOD, JESUS, THE HOLY SPIRIT AND THE WORD OF GOD LIKE MYSELF!
As the word of GOD the LIVING HOLY BIBLE SAYS I CAST NOT YOUR PEARLS BEFORE SWINE LESS THEM DESTROY THEM THEN TURN AND DO SAME TO YOU ( NOT THE EXACT WORDS BUT IN GENERAL OK?People that mistake my kindness, friendship, like, respect, love as weakness or insincere I get away from them and get and keep them away from me , then share with those I care about how they treated me.I have had a few, OH LOL HAHAHAH MORE THAN A FEW WOMEN SAY TO ME LESTER I SHOULD HAVE MARRIED YOU! I PUT UP MY RIGHT HAND AND SAY, HEY DOLL YOU ARE ALREADY MARRIED TO THE ABUSER, USER, THE ONE YOU MAY NOT WANT NOR NEED. SO TOO LATE I DO NOT TALK TO MARRIED, ENGAGED, ENCUMBERED, ETC LADIES. I want my own , NEVER SOME OTHER FELLOWS WOMAN as so many LOVE FORBIDDEN FRUIT, ETC , THESE DAYS I sadly see.
Some may read this and get RECTAL BLEEDING FROM THEIR NOSE AND CHEST PAINS IN THEIR LEGS. I am being honest and giving my opinion so that IS TOO DARN BAD! THOSE THAT UNDERSTAND AND CARE ABOUT ME AND I FOR THEM UNDERSTAND ME.. LESTER NIXON, THE COMMANDER! PEOPLE THAT LOVE, CARE FOR YOU SHOULD UNDERSTAND AND RESPECT YOU, YOUR ACTIONS, ETC ALSO.
GOD BLESS. BE REALISTIC AND POSITIVE. Have a GREAT DAY!
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