It is nice in my building to say good morning and have some one return same with a smile.It is nice to hold a door for a Lady and have her realize you are a gentle man and do not want to hold up her skirt or dress.It is nice to see different races both sexes communicate and be human .Like creations of GOD! should behave.
Too many people ( men and women and every thing in between) Are bitter, angry Bastards, Bitches men no DUDES AND FEMALES!It is nice to in town , on the block in my building to encounter people that do not have ethnic or racial slurs on their lips and in their heart.When real. NOT CHICKS ON STICKS using their ARMS LEGS, FEMININITY , GENITALIA, SEXUALITY, Men not doing same.
I hate HOW SOME PEOPLE TRY TO TALK TO US LIKE WE ARE DAMNED FOOLS. MENTALLY DISTURBED, OR CHILDREN, DOGS OR PUNKS. I hate how SOME FOREIGN PEOPLE WILL SPEAK EVIL SEXUALLY, ETC ABOUT US TO OUR FACE AND DO NOT REALIZE SOME OF US SPEAK A LITTLE OR A LOT OF ANOTHER LANGUAGE. MANY SEEMED SHOCKED WHEN A BLACK MAN WITH A VISION PROBLEM IS NOT STUPID NOR A BUTT OR VAG KISSER! A Lady from a management company THAT PISSED ME SPOKE OUT OF LINE WITH ME AND MOTIVATED ME TO TAKE ACTION AND PULL OUT ALL THE STOPS HAS AND IS DISCOVERING THAT. I DAG NAB IT ,! WILL FIGHT FOR MY HOME, LIFE STYLE, HAPPINESS, MY MONEY AND FAMILY. I AM NO PUNK NOR LIKE A CAR WITH SUGAR IN MY TANK! OH NO!ANGER USED PROPERLY IS A GREAT THING! IT STARTED THE CIVIL RIGHTS AND OTHER GREAT MOVEMENTS. PEOPLE GOT TIRED TURNED STUFF AROUND!
GET ANGRY. SIN NOT. GET NOT YOUR PISTOL, ETC, LEGALLY GET EVEN . CALL THE MEDIA,( BUT NOT SOME LOCAL SCREWED UP PUBLICATION OR JACK LEG BUT PROS! )
Many of both sexes HAVE A RAPIST, Sex addict spirit and life style.Being thugs, gangster like PRESENTING THEM SELVES like a gorilla in heat ! NASTY , EVIL, SADISTIC, SATANIC in every way so many are today.I CAN OPEN MY UNIT DOOR , STEP OUT OF MY BUILDING AND SEE, FEEL AND SMELL IT!
It is wonderful some people understand we are in hard times in every way. WHILE OTHERS PUT BILLS ASSESSMENTS, ETC ON US AND GIVE A DARN NOT WHERE OR IF WE CAN GET THE MONEY. Many I feel want us to loose our homes EVEN TO DIE! THEY WOULD TAKE OUR BODIES, USE RAPE, SHAKE US UPSIDE DOWN I FEEL MANY WOULD IF THEY COULD!
Many want to run or ruin us and those we care for.Talk in rymes, keep us dumbed down , dummied up, tied or shagged up.laid up! they have no shame as they play their game.It is great to see people going to church. home church, etc.A nice Lady gave me some vegetables from the church garden. Many have shared , communicated, etc. This Lady made my day. I thanked her and kissed her hand. She was not playing OOO! LET ME SEE CAN I GET HIS ATTENTION OR PLAY HIM game Like many have tried with me and friends of mine. WOMEN CAN BE AND ARE WORSE THAN DUDES these days I find. then get with their HOME GIRLS and talk about men and their own girlfriends.Some are ladies and do not or ever would. Some in my building are catty ,catty, slutty, jezabel or evil CALDONIA LIKE ( SORRYIF YOU ARE OR NO A LADY NAMED CALDONIA LIKE THE FAMOUS FOURTIES SONG) jealous PLOTTERS.town block, etc. NOT ALL ARE THOUGH.
Some times it is good to vent, SNAP! to keep from exploding on some one! Many get quiet like secret devils KIND OF QUIET IN MY BUILDING. No harm meant just speaking plain. or naughty kids and do not deal with things or cover up and lie.Some are on a roof tonight.Dong evil, occult,criminal, perverted, sexual stuff like some in past have been caught doing on my building roof and else where.When they could have used their energy in a positive way.People CHOOSE TO DO WRONG. PEOPLE CHOSE TO DO RIGHT.People choose to destroy PROPERTY, lives loves,ETC then run and hide make others pay and suffer! HOW EVIL AND WRONG!
Appreciate what we have while we have it and the wonderful people and moments.
I am hoping for some deep revelation and positive change soon for some thinsg.Doing all I can.
A little foot note here.We had a silent parade in memorial of 911. Very moving..A man spoke sternly to a punk on a motor cycle before the police officer could. The man said ( HEY NUM NUTS! TURN OFF THAT ENGINE NOW!) We need more especially MEN NON JELLY BACK, NON LILLY LIVERED, NON LIMP DICK! NON WOMEN ABUSERS, NON HATEFUL Like him LIKE ME! REAL MEN. MORE REAL WOMEN TOO. MY GOD. Now I must try to sleep.Have a great fay GOD BLESS YOU ALL.For not about you. I HAVE SENT BLOGS TO SOME AND SAID HEY IT IS FOR AND ABOUT THEM LIKE IT OR NOT!
Lester Nixon. THEY CALL ME THE COMMANDER!