IT'S PERSONAL ( VERY) WITH ME! IS IT WITH YOU?

THIS BLOG MAY START OUT A LITTLE ROUGH , BUT I WILL END IT NICELY.IT IS TRUE MY THOUGHTS , FEELINGS, NO ONE MADE ME WRITE IT.NO ONE ( LADY KISSED IT OUT OF ME NOR SEDUCED ME!). I AM NOT BEING PAID ( BUT WOULD LOVE TO BE ESPECIALLY IN THESE TIMES, OK? PLEASE FEEL FREE TO COPY AND SHARE THIS BLOG AND ALL MY BLOGS WITH ANY ONE YOU KNOW AND LIKE( OR NOT LIKE, ETC) PLEASE DO ! ANY POSITIVE OR REALISTIC IDEAS YOU HAVE FOR ME, EXPOSURE, REVELATION, ETC, PLEASE CONTACT ME. YOU KNOW HOW TO . OK? GOOD. THANK YOU ALL. THANKS FOR READING THIS IF YOU DID! SECURE YOUR CLOTHES AND UNDERWEAR ( IF YOU ARE OR EVER WEAR ANY , LOL  SORT OF A JOKE AND MOSTLY SERIOUS COMMENT). IT MAY BE A LITTLE BUMPY RIDE AS MAR LAINA  D  USED TO SAY.  THIS IS AN ADULT BLOG .NOT FOR CHILDREN ( IN MIND, BODY OR SPIRIT).THIS BLOG IS FOR YOU ALL NOT ABOUT YOU  I AM SENDING IT TO NOT ABOUT YOU.IF IT WERE OR EVER IS I WOULD AND WILL TELL YOU BELIEVE ME!THIS IS NOT A SEXY, SUGAR TITT OR SUGAR TITTIES, POLITICALLY CORRECT BLOG, NOR IS IT MEAN.YOU MAY FEEL LIKE SO MANY ARE BEING AND GETTING EXPOSED ( NOT JUST THOSE THAT SIT NAKED IN FRONT OF A WINDOW EITHER)  

As  SPIDER MAN says ( MY SPIDEY SENSE IS REALLY TINGLING RIGHT NOW!)

THE OLD COVER UP DOES NOT WORK ANY MORE!YOU MAY WANT TO LISTEN TO A JOHNNY GUITAR WATSON SONG AFTER YOU READ THIS THOUGH FOR IT IS SO TRUE, RAW.  ENJOY, LEARN, LAUGH, ETC IF YOU LIKE.

THIS MAY BE NEWS TO SOME OR MANY BUT THE OLD DAYS FORTIES, FIFTIES, SIXTIES, SEVENTIES ARE LONG GONE

THE OLD COVER UP DOES NOT WORK ANY MORE!

RACISM, SEXISM, PEOPLE WITH DISABILITIES ISM, HATE IN GENERAL IS ALIVE AND WELL, MAKING A STRONG COME BACK, IF IT EVER DECLINED AS WE THOUGHT. NOW SENIORISM, HATERIZATION CAN BE FELT SO STRONG I FEEL.  SO CAN TRUTH, LOVE, JESUS, THE HOLY SPIRIT AND GOD'S JUSTICE!!!

In these wonderful and difficult times we too many , so many people  ARE CLOSED MOUTHED, SECRETIVE, TWO FACED WITH A HIDDEN AGENDA(  YOU RUB MY ---- ---- , ETC AND I WILL PLANT YOUR CORN) GOES ON ALL TOO OFTEN AND IS INCREASING IN THESE DAYS!

A gentleman  IN THE AREA  I WILL NOT MENTION HIS NAME( OH COME ON COMMANDER! TELL US WHO)  NO  I WILL NOT BUT YOU ALL SHOULD KNOW HIM. He sent  COMMUNIQUES   getting  THINGS AS HE SEES AND KNOWS THEY ARE STRAIGHT in the eyes and hearts  and  mouths of many. He did same on LOCAL ACCESS TV  MEETING..  I DO NOT BLAME HIM!  RIGHT ON   T  I SAY!

Oh yes I know the feeling. To have people Thinking and going around saying ONE IS IN SOME ONES, POCKET, PURSE,UNDER SOME WOMANS  CLOTHES HOME, CORNER, TAKING MONEY LARGE SUMS FROM PEOPLE, THAT ONE IS  OOOO! ENJOYING  A MILLION DOLLAR DEATH BENEFIT FROM , KIN, OR DOLL, OR A WIFE ( WHEN ONE HAS NEVER HAD BUT STILL IS LOOKING FOR A WIFE,  WHEN ALL THEY THINK AND SAY IS A TOTAL DAMNED LIE!! FEMALE WIFE NOT SAME SEX FOR SOME OF US DO NOT PLAY THAT, NOT A HATER JUST TELLING IT AS IT IS OK!?  THESE LIARS! ELECTRONIC MEANS LIARS NOW A DAYS, NOT JUST PILLOW TALKER OR AT A WATER COOLER. MY GOD! ( I BELIEVE IN GOD CHRIST SO IF THE WORD ETC, SO IF THAT OFFENDS YOU for me to mention GOD , CHRIST,THE  WORD OF GOD,ETC  PLEASE I SUGGEST YOU LEAVE NOW! I was told long ago NO A MONTH AGO a LADY? Or female, LOL what eve said( SHE ONLY MENTIONS GOD CHRIST , ETC LIKE THIS, OH OH OHHHH, HRRRR OH ALL OF IT! SLAP SLOSH, SLAP SLOSH, SLAP SLAP SLAP! UHHHHHHH! 


I hope no one is getting chest pains in their legs from reading the truth.


MMMMMMMMMM! HRMMMMMPH! OOOOOOOOOOOO! UHHHHHHHHHHN!OH UH UH EH OHHHHHHH DEEPER, FASTER1  MY MY GODDDDDDD, HRRRRRRRR UH OHHHHH! I AM QUOTING WHAT AND HOW SHE STATED THIS..).Lies, SIGNIFIERS are on the increase I FEEL because  NOT ENOUGH OF US ARE REVEALING AND EXPOSING THEM!I once heard  A MAN, A GENTLEMAN, AN PUBLIC OFFICIAL, LONG TIMER, LIFE TIMER, WELL KNOWN HERE EVEN LONGER THEN ME .  THE COMMANDER! SAY of some, ( THE SCUM, THUGS ,AND  PUNKS!!)  I THOUGHT OH WOW DID HE SAY THAT ON PUBLIC ACCESS CABLE? DID HE SAY THAT WITH THE AUDIENCE, EVEN THE SPACE SHUTTLE CREW MAY BE WATCHING, OH MY GOD!!  GOOD!! I WISH HE WOULD PUT IT ON A BIL BOARD FOR HE WAS AND IS RIGHT.

IT IS so sad If one SITS on a bench NEXT TO A SMART, SEXY, LOVELY LADY, At a  PARK, At a  LIBRARY, At    GOT TO SAY IT  A  VILLAGE HALL, ETC, You In a car WINDOWS DOWN , NOT ILLEGALLY PARKED, A DELICIOUS, SMART, CHILD OF GOD, GREAT LOOKING NATIVE AMERICAN /BLACK MAN ( MODEST, LOL) Talking to a  SINGLE , STRAIGHT, LADY NON STALKER, NON MAN EATER, NOR MAN KILLER, NOR MAN HATER, YOU MAY GIVE AND GET A CUDDLE AND KISS, KISS HER ARM, HAND, LIPS( ON HER FACE LIPS  NOT THE OTHER PAIR OF LIPS GOD CREATED ALL FEMALES WITH THAT MANY BOTH SEXES CAN ARE AND HAVE BEEN SEEN KISSING IN CARS, LOBBIES, BUSINESSES, CLOSE, CONDO APT BUILDINGS ETC)  BUT THESE PEOPLE THAT NEED TO GET A LIFE, SOME BUSINESS AND BID,NESS, GET OUT OF THE OCCULT AND   DA CLIQUE Wonder WHO IS  DAT!YUO AND HER KICKIN IT? YA INVOLVED? WHO SHE? WHAT SHE TO YOU?  Then WHEN A BROTHER SNAPS ON THEM THEY GET QUIET AND GET AN ATTITUDE BUT SAY NOTHING AND GET QUIET! A  LADY a few years ago I FELT FOR HER, WAS FALLING FOR HER HARD, I got to know her IN A ROUND ABOUT WAY for she came not STRAIGHT ON OR WITH ME AS I DID WITH HER, SHE EXCITED ME BY COMING TO MY DOOR....I AM A FLESH AND BLOOD MAN NOT ROBBY THE ROBOT.( DANGER WILL ROBINSON THE WAY SHE WAS DRESSED WELL  I KNOW BETTER NOW NOT TO BE TAKEN IN LIKE THAT. OH THOSE BABY DOLL NIGHTIES.. GOD FORGIVE US AND HELP US!  WOOOOOO! MY!I discovered SHE HAD AN ANGRY, VICIOUS SIDE, MAN HATING AND OTHER ISSUES I FEEL. I MET A FEW IN MY BUILDING WHERE I LIVE AND WILL BE GLAD TO SELL MOVE AND LEAVE WHEN I CAN. TO have  PEOPLE LIE ON TO ONE. NOT BELIEVE YOU WHEN YOU TELL THEM THE TRUTH! FOR THEY ARE IN   DA CLIQUE WITH  DA BOYZ AND DA  GURLZ! THEIR HANDLERS AND CONTROLLERS!TREAT US LIKE PUNKS AND ----IESM HOW WRONG.

Then there was SOME OLDER FEMELA. See I did not say  B--CH as you all thought I would. I could. Said. MR NIXON NEVER SENT ME FIVE LETTERS TELLING ME HE WAS ILL AND IN PHYSICAL THERAPY FOR HIS SPINE, ETC She felt I WAS FAKING! MY BACK AND VISION PROBLEM. THE VISION THING I HAVE HAD ALL MY LIFE AND MY FINE OPTHALMOLOGIST ( ONE OF THEM0 IS AT OUR HEALTH FARE EACH YEAR! I GUESS SHE FEELS HE AND MY MEDICAL TEAM ARE LAIRS LIKE HER?WELL MAYBE  SHE FAKED AND OR  FAKED   MANY   THINGS in her life AND I AM NOT JUST TALKING ABOUT AN ORGASM FAKE EITHER!!I am frank and politically NOT CORRECT OK?WHEN MANY I KNOW  SAW HER WITH MY LETTERS AND SAW HER TEAR THEM UP!!   I GOT TWO WORDS FOR YOU ALL NOW,   SEXIST,  RACIST!   Women can be and are sexist too, MORE THAN MEN I FEEL AND DO IT IN GANGS WITH THEIR  GIRLS,,I MEAN GURLZ these days NO ALL WOMEN ARE NOT THAT WAY LIKE ALL MEN ARE NOT BAD , EVIL, PRICKS, ETC AS SOME MANY FEMALES ALL SAY WE  ALL ARE OH  NOR ARE WE  ALL DOGS AS THEY SAY LIKE THEY ARE NOT FEMALE MOMS OF DOGS!

LIES can and do HURT CAN EVEN CAUSE DEATH! OUR HOMES, LIVES, SPIRITS, ETC ARE ALL MORE ON THE LINE IN THESE TIMES AND I FEEL it will get worse!

Lets do what we do  IN LOVE, NOT IN SPITE, NOR IN LUST, NOT WITH A HIDDEN AGENDA!STOP THINKING EVERY ONE IS AGAINST US! STOP THINKING EVERY ONE IS IN SOME ONES, POCKET, PAY ROLL , THE TAKE, DA BED, DA BU SOME, ETC OF OTHERS. Lets have some zeal  AND KEEP IT ALL REAL! ESPECIALLY NOW!LETS NOT BE SO IN LOVE WHEN WE SPEAK ETC THAT WE SUGAR COAT STUFF AND NOT DEAL STRAIGHT UP WITH EVERY ONE.

Can any of you out there relate to all I have written? Any questions, suggestions, and or comments?Can I get a witness please,  NOW?

God bless you ( EVEN SOME OR MANY OF YOU THAT DO NOT WANT IT  ETC).... I want and receive it!  MANY CALL ME   THE COMMANDER!

My name NOT JUST SOME TIMES EITHER .

MR.  LESTER  NIXON.