When my late great DAD and I decided to leave Chicago and move to FOREST PARK.( THE OLD NEIGHBORHOOD WE HAD OUTGROWN IT AND IT US. DANGER AND DYSFUNCTION WERE ALL TOO COMMON THERE. YOU COULD FEEL, SMELL, HEAR, TASTE THE FEAR, INTIMIDATION, DISGUST, NEGATIVITY. There were some CONTROLLERS that tried to get us , him , me to stay, If we would have spent just a year longer there it is possible A FIRE IN THE HOUSE TWO DOORS DOWN THAT SWEPT OUR OLD HOSE WOULD HAVE KILLED ONE OR BOTH OF US!
The same thing happened when we left the inner city 20 plus years earlier.Controlling people can get us hurl or even killed if we listen to them follow them, allow our selves to be mentored by them.
\I must not forget the CAN CHOOSE GIRL FRIEND, CHOOSE WIFE TYPES THE MATCH MAKER ONES. THE TRY TO TELL YOU WHO TO TALK TO AND HOW TO TALK TO THEM TYPE OF PEOPLE.THE O SHE TOO TALL, O SHE TOO SHORT. O SHE TOO LIGHT SKIN. OOO SHE AN= AINT BLACK AT ALL, HER CHEST, HER LEGS, HER BREASTS, HER THEIGHS HER HER HER ! THEY CAN ALWAYS FIND SOMETHNG WRONG WITH ANY ONE I LIKE , LOVE, ETC, THOUGH THEY DEAL WITH GOONS, SLUTS AND NEGATIVE ONES AND SEE NOTHING WRONG WITH THAT! R THEY KNOW NOT A NICE DECENT PERSON WHEN THEY SEE ONE FORE THEY HAVE CHOSEN TO DEAL WITH HUMANS CHOOSING TO BE TRASHY!
Then there were the people that seemed to feel they new more about my health and vision problem issues as I was a child THEY FELT THEY NEW MORE THAN MY EXCELLENT PARENTS AND DOCTORS! They lied and stuck their noses in my OUR business EVEN AT SOME SCHOOLS I ATTENDED , MY PARENTS , REAL CARING PEOPLE AND DOCTORS SHUT THEM UP AND PUT THEM IN THEIR PLACE AND IT WAS ALL LEGAL!
LET ME PLEASE, if I may mention, the Realtors IN THE PAST I and mine have dealt with that tried to STEER ME TO ALL BLACK AREAS, RN DOWN AREAS. say Oh here is a nice place for people with a disability ( PEOPLE IN WHEEL CHAIRS WHEN I AM NOT IN ONE) showing my LATE GREAT DAD PLACES WITH MOSTLY older PEOPLE OR NEAR NURSING HOMES WHEN HE DID NOT WANT THAT AND TOLD THEM. I will call them THE THUG MR TIGHT PANTS AND MS CLEAVAGE. SAYING OH THIS MAY BE RIGHT FOR YOU.We WERE owned and allowed to be in the life of a cat then many seemed to not like cats or animals showing places that allowed no pets, TILL DAD SAID WHY THE HELL SHOW US THIS OUR CAT IS A PART OF OUR FAMILY!! and other comments I can and will not mention here. unTIl he I we snapped on them. Then there were the thug acting types Talked to their co agents like dirt TRIED TO US DUE TO OUR SKIN COLOR OR MY VISION ISSUE . THOUGHT I WE WERE D FOOLS! TIL WE REPORTED, SNAPPED ON THEM GOT NEW better agents.I could tell you all some stories even about some MISSISSIPPI land I once co owned and that sale process. THE CONSTANT YANKEE THEY SAID I KNOW WHAT ELSE THEY WANTED TO SAY!! I AM SURE YOU ALL DO TOO! There are fine decent people in real estate and the housing industry I know some personally. I am not an Oh ALL THOSE PEOPLE ARE A LIKE! I know every one is different. One bad apple does not mean they all are.
Then there have been the RELATIONSHIP AD VISORS! I did not want nor need. THE TORE UP FROM THE FLOOR UP CAN NOT AND WILL NOT DEAL WITH THEIR PROBLEMS AND DEMONS BUT CAN CLAIM TO KNOW SO MUCH AND OFFER ADVICE TO ANY ONE FOOLISH ENOUGH TO LISTEN TO THEM.As
As a younger person some times these fools kind of sucked me in until I LEARNED TO RECOGNIZE THE SNAKES FOR WHAT AND WHO THEY WERE. They came in ALL SHAPES, SIZES, RACES, ETC EVEN SO CALLED FRIENDS! huh!
The OH MAN she not right for you try so and so ( YEAH THE FEMALE UN KNOWN TO ME WAS AN UNDER COVER JEZEBEL, WITH MANY PROBLEMS THAT IF I WOULD HAVE FALLEN FOR HER SHE COULD HAVE RUINED ME OR KILLED ME, NO JOKE! ) Then there are the O! SHE 8 years older and younger, etc than you, etc, etc. WHILE THE SECRET WOMAN OR MAN ( NOT A SINGLE LADY LIKE I WAS INTERESTED IN AND TALKED T ETC) but they secretly go FOR OTHERS DOLLS AND GUYS, TEEN AGE RS, PEOPLE 20 YEARS OLDER AND OR YOUNGER THAN THEY ARE AND DO NOT WANT ANY ONE TO KNOW IT OR SAY ANY THING TO THEW ABOUT IT!
One of the ladies I REALLY CARED ABOUT AND FOR. Well she was not real for she let them and others CONTROL HER. I HEAR SHE STILL IS ALLOWING SAME.
Then there have been those trying to financially, socially, mentally IN MANY AND EVERY WAY TRYING TO CONTROL ME!( OFTEN BEHIND MY BACK FORE THEY HAVE NOT THE GUTS TO DO SO TO MY FACE!THE GOSSIPPERS.( MANY WERE FEMALE JEZEBEL, TYPES, THE TYPE USE LIES, CRIES, SIGNIFY, SEDUCTION, OCCULT WITH CRAFT, ETC, WHEN THEY WERE EXPOSED I gOT AWAY FROM THE CALDONIAS!! ( NO HARM MEANT IF THAT HAPPENS TO BE YOUR NAME ANY ONE )lol SOME WERE DUDES TOO! SO CALLED KIN OR FRIENDS. THE BASTARDS!!
LIARS! THE SITTING ON THE PASSENGER SIDE WHILE THEIR BEST FRIEND DRIVES TRYING TO HOLLER AT ME AND OR OTHERS. MAKING THEIR SNIDE, SARCASTIC, NEGATIVE , REMARKS, ETC! LOOKING SUSPICIOUS, EVIL, OR GHOULISH!
I wish I could MENTION NAMES, ADDRESSES, PUT THEIR PICTURES HERE TO EXPOSE THEM BUT FOR DECENCY AND , ORAL, LEGAL I OBVIOUSLY WILL NOT DO THAT.
I and people I care about have had people try to WAY IN THE PAST, GAS LIGHT ME ( SAY I WAS CRAZY IN PAST, SAY LEGAL THINGS UNTRUE I PROVED THEM WRONG!
So I hope this gives some an idea of WHERE I AM COMING FROM AND WHY I FEEL THE WAY I DO ON MANY THINGS. ANY MORE QUESTIONS ANY ONE CONTACT ME.No problem
I FEEL WHAT TWO LEGAL ADULTS DO, SAY THINK, ETC AS LONG AS IT IS NOT ILLEGAL, NOT IMMORAL, NOT HURTING ANY ONE IS THEIR BUSINESS AND NO ONE ELSE'S.THE AGE OF ONES FRIENDS, BOY GIRL FRIEND, FIANCE' WIFE, HUSBAND ETC IS NO ONE ELSE'S CONCERN!DO YOU ANY ONE AGREE?
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LIES, VOODOO, THREATS, HARASSMENT, REPUTATION RUNNERS, SUB TILE TWO FACED ONES, SEDUCERS, SEDUCTRESSES, AH ABS, JEZEBELS! ETC!!!
FIX , MANAGE AND CONTROL!!
EMOTIONALLY FORCING, USING PRESSURE ON SOME ONE!EVIL, WRONG!!!
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